Dangerously Seductive (a Zayn Malik fanfiction).

Chapter 27

"Why are you here. I said I need time. Time to think about everything. And Alex really! This all to much right now Zayn."
I tried to push past him, but what Zayn wants, he gets. Regardless of how frustrating it is for me.

"Stop acting like I'm the only guilty party here! If you would just stop acting like you can save yourself this would be fine!"

"Wow, you know what Zayn I may not be able to beat someone till they drip blood but I can stand my ground. I don't fear you or your job. I fear losing what I love most. You make it so hard!" I sighed tugging at my jumper.

"I don't mean to be this way" he shouted back, anxiously running his fingers through his hair.

"Maybe... this is where we need to stop. Stop pretending as if this is meant to be. Call off the fight, I'm no longer yours to take therefore there is no prize." Tears pricked my eyes as I waited for his response.

"You'll always be mine." He said with an intense gaze that I was trying so hard not to meet.

"I'm not ready to be with you. I never was. You put me in a world I was so unfamiliar with. Now I'm stuck. And I won't make you wait for me to figure it out."

"This.. Us isn't over."

"I know Zayn. And I love you so much it scares me! But I can't do this. I can't sit here and pretend I'm not scared of what tomorrow brings. I will always be yours...but you won't always be mine." I kept the tears at bay but any more words and the flood would begin.

"I am yours. I will always be yours. It's you Juliet, just you. I have never fought so hard for something. God! Why can't you just see!" he shouted, his hands in tights fists.
"I won't leave. Not now. not ever."
A chill ran down my spine our eyes finally meeting. I couldn't move, my throat was closing, air wasn't getting to my lungs. It seemed as if everything was in slow motion. It was happening again. This hadn't happened since I was a kid.
My vision blurred sounds started going in and out.

"Juliet!"
Everything went black.

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My eyes slowly opened, taking in the white walls around me. I looked down noticing I was in an unflattering hospital gown with wires and needles poking through my skin.

"You're awake."
My head turned to see a pale faced Zayn rushing to my side.

"How did I get here? What happened?" I asked quietly my throat a little sore.

"You had a panic attack and fainted and hit your head on a massive rock. But your going to be ok."

"How long have I been out?"

"A few hours. They put you under anesthesia for a bit just to stitch up the nasty cut on the back of your head. Usually they wouldn't put you under but they didn't want to risk you waking up and making the cut worse."
I mouthed "oh" beforequietly taking Zayn's hand in my own.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the panic attacks, I thought they were done. I haven't gotten one since I was 16."

"Shh it's ok. Just get some rest ok?"
He turned to sit back in the uncomfortable hospital chair but I held tightly onto his hand silently telling him to hold me.
Without any words spoken he climbed on the small bed wrapping his arm around my frail body, keeping me shielded from the worries surrounding us.
In this moment I realized that even if me and Zayn broke up he would never be out of my life. I would constantly find a way back to him. I could fight and run but his name would escape my lips in my sleep. His face would occur in my foolish day dreams. I was lost in his world with no map to find my way out.
But even knowing this, that didn't erase the fact that we were walking down a path leading to a dead end. The fight from earlier was a ticking time bomb waiting to explode once again.

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