I'm unhinged,
falling apart at the seams,
my whole world spins out of control,
as i see him walking away,
it's getting dark,
soon the nightmares will come,
morning will come,
but never soon enough,
i will be more tired than when i fell asleep,
i've felt this way before,
when i have lost some that i have loved,
either they have passed on,
or just left me,
alone,
i've forgotten how to be alone now,
it's been a year,
a year of constant love,
of companionship,
the tears flow,
before i can stop them,
muffled sounds may escape,
no one bothers to hear the,
or if they do,
they don't react,
i lay down,
under the covers,
shaking,
unable to control my emotions,
they consume me,
into a world of darkness and cold,
as if i'll never be happy again,
i know i will be,
eventually,
but that day cannot come soon enough,
this will be an awful challenge,
for both of us,
we have vowed not to lose the love we have built over this long year.
