Journal Entrie

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When I got home
I went and grabbed
my journal,
ever since he called
me I've been on edge.
I went and sat at my window,
I opened my book and started writing.

Dear Diary,

He found me, I don't know how he did, but he found me. I keep thinking about how bad this is gonna turn out, I think I might as well run away.

I've been having suicidal thoughts, but when I do, I see damon, I just want it to end. I'm not gonna date damon though, I mean He wkukdnt even be happy with me.

I'm going to have to make an escape route of he does find me, I just dont think I want to leave.

Xoxo.

Elena.

When I put my Journal away,
I went and closed the door,
I say back down
as tears started to fall.
I dont know how
long I sat there crying but I heard aunt Jenna holler
foods done, I didn't go,
I took my shirt and pants off and went and layed down.

*the next morning.

I didn't want to get out
of bed, I just wanted
to stay there. I touched
my wrist and got
up off the bed, grabbing
my blades, and sat down
in the chair. I pulled,
my long sleeve down, and
revealed my wrist, I slowly
put the blade down, and
slowly, slid it causing blood to come out.
1 cut
2 cut
3 cut
4

I then stopped and cleaned the blood of the blades,
then I cleaned up the cuts,
and wrapped them up. 

________

I'll try and update
soon, school has
started and I've
been really out
of it, I'm sorry.

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