Broken (A Vampire Diaries Delena Fanfiction)

The Jornal Entry

So I felt like doing Jornal Entries since she always did them in the Tv series.

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Dear Diary,

Today as been horrible, I thought maybe I could smile more and be happy but that's not going to happen. I have learned that people are just so cruel and care about your feelings, oh wait I knew that all along.

But I did meet some new people, Damon and Stefan, but so far I don't care for them much, I mean there hot and all but they just stare at me like I'm dinner.

I ended up cutting again, it felt good but now I'm going to be in deep shit when Caroline sees me tomorrow. She has always been the protective type to me ever since the accident.

I found drugs in Jeremy's room, again, I hate being a bitch to him, but he always does stupid shit. He's always comforted me when I had nightmares of the accident, but now he doesn't care anymore.

Well that's all I have for today.

Xoxo,

Elena

I shut the book and went
to go find a new hiding
place for it, I could hear
Jenna yelling at Jeremy
for the drugs. I put the diary
in my underwear drawar,
knowing Jeremy would
never touch it.

I sighed and layed down on
my bed, it has been a
long day and I'm tired. I closed my eyes and
peacefully let sleep take me.

*dream*

"

Dad look out!" I shouted, he swirved off of the bridge and we landed in water. I clawed at my throat as it became unbearable to breath.

Then there was a change in scene..

"It's your fault they died!" Jeremy and aunt Jenna yelled at me, "No no no" I kept shaking my head and started crying.

*out of dream*

I woke up to my
alarm going off and I
got up, "I wish this week
was over already" I mumbled
to myself. I put on a
baggy pink and black
peace sign shirt, then
some ripped design Jean
shorts, adding a pink pair of converse.

I checked myself in the
mirror, it'll do. I walked
down stairs, "Morning
aunt Jenna" I said as
I walked into the kitchen.
She looked at me and
smiled, "Morning Elena" she pulled me into a hug. I smiled ,
"I love u and I'll see
u after school!" I ran
out yelling...

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Elena's outfit.