Broken (A Vampire Diaries Delena Fanfiction)

journal entry

Dear Diary,
So me and Jeremy had got into a huge fight, he blames me for mom and dads death, that's okay I do to... Damon let me stay with him but had to drop me off due to some family business, which I thought would give me the time to write in here,  so here it is. 

I blame my safe for calling Mom and dad that night to come get me from the party, I blame myself that I can't help Jeremy and he thinks he has to do drugs, I blame myself for not being the best sister. I don't know what mom and dad would do, I am going through so much at school and now I have Damon to help me.  Last night I ended up drinking a bit to much, but I ended up waking up in Damon's arms which was very nice.

Damon told me his deepest darkest secret, He's a Vampire... It was a lot to take in but I'm glad that he had trusted me enough to tell me, and he also is helping with my depression. I told him how I felt and how I am simply broken, but he didn't see it that way...  He called me strong which I can't really believe that well,  mostly because I always feel so lost and unloved,  but maybe things will start changing. I think I'm Like Damon,  and npt just as a friend, more than that. 

I've been ignoring Caroline and Bonnies phone calls and messages, I just don't want to deal with anyone. I'm going back to school tomorrow, hopefully Damon will be there to help me get through it all. 
Well till next time..

Xoxo
Elena

I read over  it before closing it up and putting it away,  when I heard the door open, I didn't move, I just went back to the window and ate more of my snacks.  As I was eating someone knocked on my door,  "come in," I said with a mouth full of brownie,  and in walked Jeremy...  Uh oh..

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Here's to update in one day,  I'll see if I can come up with some more stuff,  I've been having writers block.