Demi Has Dynamite

Part 16

There is a bit of swearing in this chapter and a brief mention of something that can be triggering so please be read at caution. if you want to know what is going on in this chapter but cant read it please let me know and i will give you and over view 

I duck and hide under the table my mind going crazy I look around why isn't anyone else hiding what is wrong with the there is a gunshot.

"Ahh sweetheart what are you doing" Demi says looking under the table I look confused and slowly get back above the table people are staring

"Uhh sorry uhh... I better go" I say getting up and running out I slow down and start walking back to the studio I hear someone calling my name I look back and see Bea walking up I look down feeling ashamed she catches up I don't know why I didn't just turn and continue to walk away but I just didn't she catches up to me and stands next to me I don't look up.

"I'll walk you back to the studio" she says we start walking in silence our hands brushing against each other. I start thinking about what happened at the café I don't know what caused me to think there was a gunshot I could of sworn I saw someone with a gun I could have sworn I did but then again clearly I didn't since no one else seemed to have seen it.

"Want to tell me what happened in there" Bea ask I shrug my shoulder not knowing what happened so there is no point answering and she doesn't press it. We get to the studio I have vocal coaching now I stop and turn to Bea I get lost in her eyes for a moment before I look away

"umm see ya later" I say she pulls me into I hug I tense but can't help but feel so warm and comfortable I try and convince myself I'm not but there is only so much I can lie to myself. She release me from the hug and waves at me heading towards the way we came.

I get back to the house and I go and collapse on the couch I am drained after vocal we had to go to practice the group performances which is don't you forget about me. There is a bit more to the group performances because there is lots of moving and dancing and arrangements. The others slowly make their way in all looking just as drained as I do Ben and Scott come and flow on the couch next to me I feel uneasy by this but not long after the a lot of the others come in I lean back and close my eyes I feel someone tap my knee I open my eyes and see little Jaya in front of me I smile at the little cutie in front of me and pick her up she giggles and cuddles me making me smile I love how innocent and happy she doesn't question things that I can answer.

"aww you two are so cute she has really taken a shining to you" Louise says I laugh a little and close my eyes again my tummy rubles a little but I ignore it I'll eat later for now just rest my eyes a little.

"Little B wake up" I feel some shake me I look and see Jensen I feel slightly confused as to what is going on I look around it is now dark I guess I dozed off.

"come on love you need to eat" she says I groan a little I just want to sleep but follow her to the kitchen she place a bowel of what looks to be chicken stir-fry in front of me I slowly eat my eyes feeling more and more sleepy

"just a bit more Baby B then I'll walk you to you room" Jensen says as is it is a form of bribery and it kind of works I eat a few more mouth full but can't eat any more I stand up and empty my plate I am swaying on my feet Jensen leads me to my room I quickly brush my teeth and clean my face ensuring the scar is covered before returning back to my room where Jensen has my bed prepared for me I go over and give her a hug she may not know it but I really do appreciate everything she does for me

"Your welcome sweetie now jump into bed you look drained" she says releasing me from the hug I listen to her instruction I climb into the bed sighing at the softness of the bed I love it. Jensen does he thing put the blankets up tuck me in and kisses my forehead