Demi Has Dynamite

Part 18

My nerves are running high s we all stand back stage waiting to be announced on stage with our mentors to find out who is going home I jus hope I'm not in the bottom two I think I did quite well considering but then again not to many people knew about that. I have death grip on Jensen's hand and she has death grip on mine and by the looks of it death grip on Demi's hand. I can feel myself shaking from my nerves. We did well in the group performance it was actually rather fun

"No matter what happens ladies, you all did so well last night" Demi says as we are announced to walk out on stage we all walk out joining the others. Mario starts talking I'm not really listening to him at first then I tune back in

"ok first Person safe tonight with the most votes and their song has hit number 2 on the iTunes Chart is the youngest contestant Blaire" he says I takes me a moment to register what he said, my song has hit number two on the charts that is crazy. I vaguely feel people hugging me and walking of stage waiting to find out who else is safe once all us girls are safe Demi runs over and hugs us all

"Blaire that is incredible number 2 on the iTunes charts, told you, you nailed it" Demi says shaking me a little making me laugh I feel so damn happy with this result so much better than last week. One of the boys left I didn't really know him that well.

We get back to the house the older lots break into groups and decide to go out for a drink or two and most of the ones who can't drink are going out with family so I guess it will be a quiet night I see Louise and she is making some calls she is trying to find a baby sitter so she can go out, looks like she isn't having much luck when she hangs up I walk over.

"ii can watch her if you want, I have no plans" I say which kind of makes me sad that I literally have no one that I can enjoy tonight's success with my performance going to number 2 I know it isn't number one but I think number two is bloody good.

"Really Blaire you would, you sure you haven't got any plans" she says I shake my head know and she pulls me in for a hug and hands me a piece of paper with instructions and her number on.

"no worries I'll call you if there's any issues, how about she crashes with me tonight and you can have a good night and a good sleep. I suggest causing her face to light up she looks stoked with that and I'm glad I can help and it doesn't faze me any not like I sleep well anyway and that kid is funny. She pulls me straight in for a hug continuously saying thank you making me laugh at her.

"Go get dressed women I'll look after this little cutie" I say scooping up the baby gently, I'm still not too great with her but she seems to like me so that all that matters. I take Jaya into the lounge room over to the corner where some of her toys are set up and sit down with her watching her and also read the instructions that are written out, there is nothing major on there just some of her likes and what time she should be asleep, what she needs to sleep and all that.

Everyone has left it is just me and Jaya here and it is kind of creepy quiet she is happily playing and I am sitting once again with my thoughts thinking about what the future holds and the fact I am going to be going into foster care. What if I do need to testify against them it was hard enough telling the police, Simon and Demi. Demi has been acting a little off since they found all that out it's like she wants to ask something but can't, but at the same time she seems disappointed. Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut or maybe I should have told them earlier I hate the thought of letting Demi down. then my thoughts change to the fact everyone is out celebrating with friends family or together and here is am by myself well with a baby and that is depressing. As if picking up on my mood change Jaya crawls over and holds her arms up for me to pick her up which I do and she cuddles into me. All the sudden the door opens making me jump and move Jaya into more of a protective hold I soon relax when I see Bea I can't help but give her a small smile