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Hey all  thought id give a bit of an update on my life if anyone cares haha

So things are once again getting messed up for me this is the third state i have now lived in this year this time i have absolutely no one though so this will either be a great thing or a bad thing. I will either mean i have more time to write or i will retreat into my head and stop writing. Or i try what i have been wanting to do for a while and get out and explore not care what people thing of me.

My aim this year was to be more confident and to do this i wanted to loose weight. This was going well until i had a visit from my family and then been messed around with moving state, where there was talk talk talk then silence then 8 days notice to move so obviously i have been incredibly stressed causing me to go back to bad habits of binging on junk food and drinking beer loosing sleep and in general feeling horrible all the self hate has come back like a mother trucker putting me right back to square One. Also a fun fact i was recently told i have arthritis in my hip, groin, knee, ankle and toes in both left and right which explains the in going excruciating pains i have had most my life and the doctor things that that was always the issue with my knees and obviously progressed from there i also have it in my left wrist and elbow. So hopefully this move been im now in a warmer place may help with that a bit