Demi Has Dynamite

Part 41

Parkers POV

I have never felt so scared as I did when I came back and heard Blaire's screams, I lifted the bed and Demi got her out, she was covered in blood I was scared, but I was also getting flashbacks so I needed to leave, I know Demi could look after her. I am now laying there with demi and we are holding her between us. The last words she said, sounding so hollow yet so scared made my heart freeze, she didn't want us to leave her and I know neither of us will after everything she has been through today. The thoughts of her not wanting to live terrifies me because I can't lose her, I lost my parents, I lost my brother I can lose her. I look over at Demi who has tears in her eyes, god my girls are killing my heart today and not in a good way.

"dem, my beautiful girl, she will be ok, we will get her through this and if it gets too much you need to tell me baby, I'm here for you as well." I say to her over the sleeping teen, demi looks so raw and emotional right now yet so beautiful.

"I love you demi" I say I didn't realize I said it at first until a tear rolled down her cheek but she is smiling, I wish I was in a more romantic setting saying it to her, I know I haven't known her long but I know I love her and that's all that matters.

"love you to" she whispers making a huge smile spread across my face as I carefully lean over kissing her, my heart warming a little as she kisses me. the position is awkward and I don't think Blaire would want to wake to that scene so I pull back just smiling at Demi who smiles back.

"you really are so beautiful, I hope you know that" I say making her blush, I know she has bad days, so do I and I know so does Blaire, together we really all are a mess but together we can be strong. Me and demi stay awake talking a little. I go and get us some food we both need to eat it has been a big day and it doesn't take long for her to fall asleep as I lay there looking at the two girls who stole my heart sleeping, my daughter and my girlfriend, I know my daughter is hurting but she is strong and we will get through this.

Tonight, are the results, Blaire is incredibly quiet and I don't know what to do. I want to make her smile somehow; Demi is also worried and stressed about everything today all I want to do it make this better for both my girls. Demi is about to rush by I grab her hand and pull her in for a kiss before whispering in her ear

"tomorrow night you and me are going on a date and tonight I am holding you all night" I whisper she blushes and smiles looking ohh so beautiful. I run my hand over her cheek loving how soft her skin is and I lean forward kissing her forehead

"now go and do what you need" I say leaning close to her "remember I love you" I whisper in her ear gently pushing her in the direction she was walking and I smile as she smiles back, she seems a little calmer which makes me happy. Now to go find my daughter I'm taking her for brunch. I head outside and find her and Jensen sitting on the wall but not talking so I go over Jensen smiles at me as does Blaire but it isn't her real happy smile. Jensen gives me a small hug hopping of kissing the top of Blaire's head and walking inside saying goodbye.

"ready squirt" I ask her and she nods coming over and wrapping her arms around me surprising me and I hug her back just as tightly. Trying to give some comfort to her.

"thankyou" she whispers making me smile in a way I know she is thanking me for a lot more than the hug.

"I'll always, always be here for you squirt" I say rubbing her back we break apart but I kiss her forehead.

"I love you squirt" I say making her smile I no longer expect her to respond to that she has never said it back and that is ok I now know why she can't I understand. For me I never got to say it to my brother one last time so now I say it as often as I can to the people I care about.