Demi Has Dynamite

Part 39

Blaire's POV

So demi seems really excited today and I don't know why. It's time for my mentoring session and we left straight after breaky. I want to know what has her so excited, she keeps telling me to guess and I played the game for 2 or 3 guesses but give up and not really wanting to play.

"Blaire come on guess" she says and I let out an annoyed sigh

"keep this game up and ill end up annoyed and then I won't get any practice in" I say and she instantly stops smiling and now I feel bad. I rub my head a little annoyed at myself.

"sorry demi, please don't be upset, I'm just a grumpy cow please smile and be the crazy happy Demi" I say going over and giving her a hug which she returns holding me tightly.

"I love you snug" she says and I cuddle closer to her. I was in pain all night last night and was in and out of sleep most the night.

"how did you sleep last night Blaire" she asks moving us so now I'm resting on her shoulder.

"my tummy hurt really bad but that's ok" I say going to move but she holds me in my spot.

"nope I want my snuggles" she says making me laugh at her but giving in. what can I say she gives awesome cuddles I will miss her when this show is all over.

We get to the studio and we start practicing, this needs to be perfect I never thought I would get this far and there is a very small flutter of hope or something that I've never really felt before that maybe I can do this.

"that was good Hun, let's try turn you face hey. I have asked john to try something with Rise me up and he needs to see if it will work before we continue with it" she says I nod moving to the piano we decided that I would play the piano as I sing this one. I start straight away knowing that this is how me and Demi work, I do one run through the way I think it should be down then she gives what she thinks and we work it out until we both think it is right even though we both have different idea of what is good and what isn't, we try to meet in the middle, when I don't think it is perfect or I sound bad but she thinks it is perfect e go a little more. As demi says I still don't have enough faith in my ability to sing.

"Blaire that was good your voice was on key but you're not connecting, do you understand what the song is about?" she asks me and I shrug I mean I guess it has to do relationships but I have never been in one.

"god you voice is even better live, maybe we can help with explaining the song" I hear a voice and see 4 girls at the door, it takes a bit to recognize them and I look down blushing then look at demi with shock then what I imagine is accusation over my face and she shrugs going over to hug them. I stay where I am turning back to the piano and playing a random tune letting the sound and feel calm me a little.

"Blaire you calmed down from the shock yet" she asks and I bite my lips take a breath and nod walking over to them. Demi whispers as I pass her that they will hug me. I'm glad she has given me a warning but I'm learning that people seem to like to hug and it isn't always with bad intentions like I'm used to.

They all give me a hug and I awkwardly stand there after.

"its uhh nice to meet you, iiim a big fan" I say cringing with how awkward I sound.

"gee Blaire awkward much" Demi jokes causing me to turn to her with a glare

"you coulda warned me before I ruined their song" I say I'm angry well trying to be but I don't think it worked because demi loses it laughing trying to explain that I look so cute angry.

I feel an arm around my shoulder and look and see Jade.

"you didn't ruin it babe you sang it awesomely, but you need to know what we were thinking when we were singing it but also we want to help you find you interpretation of it so you can connect" Jade explains and I nod turning back to who is finally calming down.