Stuck

Truth hurts.

So I just wanted to say this chapter is the next day after the party .
And I have to say i have a lot of ideas I wanna do and this book is about to go from good to bad real fast so enjoy and comment what you think lol.

                         Chapter 14

It's like 1ocloke in the morning and everyone went home all I think about is talking to nathan and I Don't care what time it is I need to talk to him. And the good thing is that my parents aren't coming back till I have no clue and Scott isn't coming home so I get ti talk to Nathan about whatever.

As I crab Nathan hand and run upstairs as i have Nathan with me I can't help but get nervous as is it on my floor and look up u can help but but smile at how this guy in front OF me picked me wants me.

But deep down when I was kissing liam it felt good but I knee it was bad like my body wonted him but my body heart mind wonted Nathan

I don't know what's wrong with me.

As I look at Nathan I can't help but look at him and want him to take off his shirt because damn ugh I won't him.

"Nathan"As he look at me and smiles

I love the way he looks at me its like I am the only girl he wants the only one he wants to talk to the one he wants to call his and for that I am slowly falling in love I know what you guys are thinking i am to young or I just met him but when your body knows and its like no matter what he did you will forgive him and you might take a long time but deep down i will forgive because i love him .that's how I know I love Nathan i just have a lot to tell him just how mmmm.

"Ya baby girl"as I blush at his words

God damn though ughhh

As I look at him u can't help but blush.

"Mm I have to tell you something "

As he looks at me his smile goes from happy to sad in one minute . I Don't really wanna tell him about the Liam thing but I can't keep a secret . and if he doesn't talk to me then i get it but I will always love him.

Nathan pro
Ever time a girl says she needs to talk to you its always bad I know that it something happens I will try and forgive because I love her and I just love the way she smiles when u look at her and when I call her name. I love how her body reacts to me its like her body melts and when we make jokes its like she can't stop blushing its so cute she is a cutie. God I love her and I know what you guys are thinking its to early to love but I do and I have only known her for 4 months going on 5 but I really do its like a attraction and Evan when were not togeather I can't stop thinking about her. I get butterflies when I am with her.

And I Don't know if IT'S bad but ever time I am with her I just want to pin her up and fuck her.

And when we made love the frist time I couldn't believe she gave it to me but deep down I am glad she gave it to me its like we had a physically attraction and we became one.
God I sound like a girl. Wait what did Kristin say oh yea talk ugh.