Stuck

"Pain"

Chapter 17

As i hear my alrm clock go off i cant help but goran at geting up i dont wont to get up .

I mean i do but see i know what today brings and its making me nervous and scared to go but i know i can do it. I hope.

As i clim out of bed and crab a pair of blue short shorts with a nice long sleved crop top and a pair of undergerments as i walk in the bathroom as i hope in the shower and bath i cant help but start ti think of all the things that might bring today i cant help but be scarred and annoyed with everthing thats going on and how nathan is acting like a kid how he wont look at me or talk or evan touch and for that i just i am hurt about it.

As my mind starts racing about evething my mind gets set on something i haven't thought of latly wich are my parent's were the hell are they its been like 4 monthes i think i have no clue all i know its been longer then what they said there be back and something tells me they arnt coming back i just have a feeling.

As i get out of the shower and head down staires i see brekfest is ready i cant help but smile.

As i hear scott come in to vission

"Hey kar howd you sleep and how are things "as he smiles at me

When scott talks me its like i am free to talk to him about anything i feel safe and that's why i love my brother

As i grwb my slef some food i cant help to look to see what there is i see eggs toast bacon mm yum my favorite (smile) as i grab the syrup from the cabinet and pour some syrup on my eggs thus combanation taste soo fucking good yum.

"Moring scott mm i want to say thanl you for being here for me last night i just really needed someone to talk to and i just want to say thanks bro, and um well i am nervous and scarred to see him but ill be ok i have my friends so"
As i say this with a smile
As i look at scott all i see is him smile and he walks over to me and gives me a hug my brother isnt a huger but with me he os and i love it.

" kar its ok as i said i am here for you evan if it was stuid i am here becuse i love you and you are ny younger sister so i will always be here for you, and everything will be fine just breath and just ingnore him ok just stay with you're friendd and hury up and eat ok i need to talk to you and show you something"as he hugs me and walks away.

When he says this to me i couldn't help but smile i was so happy and glad my big brother told me this it made me feel a bit less nervous and scrred.

And when he said he needed to show me something i couldn't help but eat really fast as i eat my food fast i cant help but yell to scott .

"Scott i am done what do you need to show me and talk to me about"
As i look at him i cnat help but notice something it looks like he has to tell me something very iimportant and i hope its nothing to serious because i Dont think i can deal with that not right know.

"Ok meet me in the garge i have to show you something and we wull talk later "as he says that he walks in The garge

"Ok "Follow him im too the garge

As i walk in garge i see something really big but its covered as i look up at scoot i see him smiling but i dont understand why

"Scott what is this"as i look at him

" pull the cover off"

As i pull the cover off i cant help but scream and have so many question like how we get this car and how much did it cost amd why did i get my own car.

Oh that right the car i drove when i frist moved here was my dads he let me drive it whenever .

As i look at scott to wait for him to speak up i just canf help but smile and think yeah i get to drive to school and everone is going to be staring at me lol evan nathan