Stuck

forgive me?

Nathan pro

"Kerstin"

as I hear one of the bathroom stall's opening I look up and see Kerstin standing there with tears straining from her eyes, I cant help but break on the inside.

as she try's to wipe the tears from her face she starts put up a front but i can tell under Neath all that she is broken, hurt, anger.

" Kerstin look at me" she wont even look at me

deep down i knew she wouldn't look at me but I guess a part of me was hoping

as I walk over to her I can feel the butterflies erupt in my stomach as i get closer to her I feel the attraction between us.

as I look at her, I skim my two fingers softly across her lips and down to her jaw as i look in to her eyes i try to wipe the tears from her checks she looks up at me with teary eyes

just looking at her i can see the sadness i have caused her and I wish I can take it back , but deep down I am glad I met her I wouldn't want to take that away, just this simple touch on her skin I can feel the sexual tension between us, but just by this touch it means so much to me that i don't have to say anything.

god even when she is crying she is still beautiful.

as i move her hair from her face to see more of her I cant help but put a smile on my face.

Kerstin pro

I cant look at him all I see is hurt , lies and anger , all we do is hurt each other over and over again ,and I just cant live like that, I cant do it I am sorry Nathan I just cant, i mean i love you but we cant start something that's already broken what hasn't even started maybe it never will.

as he grabs my hand I cant help regret what I am going to say to him but it has to be done I have to let him go were always going to get hurt.

"Nathan I I ... cant forgive you ,I cant be with you all we do is fight, lie and its just lie after lie with us I mean we haven't Evan been together and were already fighting and we hurt each other a lot and i cant do it , i cant get hurt anymore I am tired , I am tired of fighting for something that's already broken I am sorry I just cant" as I slid my hands out of his hands a stand gentle on my tip toes as I kiss him on the check.

as I slowly start to walk away from Nathan all I feel is my heart breaking in to tiny little pieces, as I grab the handle of the bathroom.

Nathans pro

no this cant be over no.

i cant let her go and I wont this isn't over for us

as I grab Kerstin's arm I pull her body back in to me i cant help but hold her tightly as I crash my lips on to hers, I rap my arms around her body never wanting to let her go, as I slid my tongue along her bottom lip asking for permission she allows me to enter I slid my tongue in her mouth as here her moan softly as I grab her legs and rap them around my waist I start to walk towards the bathroom sink i put her down i pull her waist bringing her body closer to me, I start to slightly kiss her check down to her chin slowly down to her neck as I feel the deeper I go the more she grants me axis's to her self, as I start to slowly but softly start to kiss her neck i feel her tighten her legs around my waist i hear her moan in pleasure, ugh that sounds so good coming from her ugh baby

"all I want is you no one else baby"

" Nathan we uh we ( I kiss her lips) just keep hurting each other" as I start to look at her as I feel her arms rap around me then to my hair as she pulls it uh she knows that drives me crazy.

" baby I promise( i kiss her neck as i hear her moan lauder) I wont hurt you ever again I want you only you"

as she crashes her lips back on to me wanting more.

" babe wait I have to lock the door I don't want nobody to see you like this except me only me "

she blushes and nods as I move towards the door and lock it.

I look back at this beautiful girl in front of me I cant help but be excited about kissing those sexy lips and wanting to make her squirm under me and wanting to hear her beg for more, and kissing every inch of her.

as I walk back over to her as grab her waist I start to kiss her neck as I feel her sliding her arms up from my waist to my chest then to my hair as i feel her start to run her fingers through my hair she starts to pull my hair I cant help but let out a moan,

i love how she doesn't even have to try to make me go crazy.

End of pro

back to Kerstin.

I know that sex isn't the answer right know but, I cant help it I need him I crave him and i know its bad its just after everything I do love him I mean i know I shouldn't but I do.

..............

as I pull his face back to my lips as I slid my hands down his arms slowly as I reach the bottom of his shirt I grab the hem of his shirt I slowly slid it up his body as I pull it over his head I stare at Nathan as I put my hand on his check as I slowly slid my hands down his check to his arms feeling every inch of him as I slid them to his chest then down to his stomach still not breaking eye contact.

looking in Nathans eyes all I feel is the attraction between us and its pulling me in deeper then ever before his eyes are so soft and behind it all its all lustful and demanding and that part thrills me.

Nathan's pro

looking in Kerstin's eyes all I see is hurt and anger, but behind all that I see her worried face and that is what scars me.

as I slid my hands down to the hemming of her shirt as I slowly slid it up her body never breaking eye contact, as It reaches her head I look more deeper in her eyes asking permission to take it off as she shakes her head yes she puts her hands up in the air as I slid it over her head over her arms as I put it on the floor, all I feel is her lips crash back on mine.

I slid my toung in her mouth making the kiss more passionate as I start to kiss her neck again she pushes me away and slides of the table

in that moment I thought to myself oh shit I fucked up she is going to walk away I really screwed up.

I cant help but want to cry but I don't i hold it back

as I look back at her I see her give me a seductive smile as I watch her movements she slides her hands down to her pants as she undu's her zipper and the buttons she slides her pants down wiggling her ass out of them uhh just watching her is making me go crazy fuck!

"Baby teasing me isn't nice what are you doing to me "as I look at her she throws her jeans at me and smiles at me

damn she makes me go crazy.

" oh Nathan you have no idea what your in for" as she says that she starts to walk over to me sexually while undoing her bra, gosh I cant take it anymore as I grab her and pin her against the wall and kiss her urgently never waning to let her go

I know we shouldn't be doing this i know but I cant take her anymore,

with every kiss and touch all I feel is hurt, anger and it kills me to know that I hurt her so much.

i never planned on hurting her, or falling in love with her but who wouldn't she is gorgeous

Kirsten's pro

I know we shouldn't be doing this right here in the bathroom of my school but I don't care i need him but at the same time this is wrong he hurt me more then I can count and here I am jumping his bones stupid hormones.

as he starts to kiss my neck i turn my head slowly to the side to grant him accesses

Nathan pro

as I kiss her neck and i hear her soft but sexy moan coming out of her ugh god this girl is going to be the death of me one day,

as I feel her body shiver as soon I come in to content with her body

the way her body reacts to me is just driving me crazy