Stuck

New attitude

AN: the chapter I just posted this chapter is continuants just letting you know.

"What the hell was that about Kirstin, what happened between you and Nathan I thought you made up" as Liam pulls me out of my day dream

" what sorry" I look at him with the face like what the hell did you say

" did you not hear me?" as I face him

" Liam ill talk to you later I am late to class"

as I walk away from Liam and I hear him mumble something but I couldn't care less as I walk in to my first period I look up to see Vanessa waiting for me and hunter beside her as I look to next chair beside him I see Nathan I cant help but freeze in one spot he is actually here wow that's a first ( note sarcasm) and he is sitting there looking at me with his sorry eyes I call them but behind that look I see a glimpse of something I am not to familiar with, I cant help but melt at his stare but also feel sorry for him but I don't let it show I just give the look like I don't give a fuck and sit down beside Vanessa and put my books down not caring that I still feel eyes on me. it feels like he is burring a hole through my head but I don't turn around once or show that I care, the thing is I don't care he has hurt me enough that I couldn't care less even if my heart bets for him I cant let that part of me show I need to be strong.

as I hear the teacher talk to me I look up at him.

" yes Mr. Henderson"

" why are you late, you know I hate it when people are late to my class "as I feel more eyes on and I still couldn't care

fuck Nathan you ruined me

" yes I know I arrived late sir" not even giving him a good excuse

" well then were is your late slip" fucking dick he is going to get me to get it, I am new here and I already have a teacher out to get me fuck my brother is going to kill me if I get kicked out.

" I don't have one obviously I whisper that"

" what did you say "

as I feel all eyes on me

"NOTHING" as I say this with attitude clear in my voice

" you no what Kirstin I really don't like your attitude and I really don't like how you came in my class disrupting us and second you don't have a late slip you get out of my class and go to the principles office guys I will not be tolerating this any further being late to this class is not expectable, let this be a warning to all of you"

he is kicking me out for what my attitude its fine and yea so what I was late once couldn't he give me a warring no instead he kicks me out what a prick, as I get up and grab my books and slam my chair in and walk out as I still feel eyes on but I still couldn't give a shit, as I look back at the teacher

" this is BS you could have gave me a warning whatever" as he shuts the door as I walk to my locker and put my head on the locker I cant believe I got kicked out.

Nathan really screwed me I cant concentrate I feel like I cant stop being mad anything will piss me off and I cant control it what is happing to me.

as I slid down on the floor and put my head in my hands.

not knowing what todo.

Nathans pro

when I entered the school I knew that somewhere ill see Kirstin I was just hoping that I wouldn't see her right when I got in as soon as I saw her my hole body was calling out for her, all I wanted to do was go up to her and kiss her but I held my ground and forced myself not to, but as soon as she turned around and I looked at her appearance she looked really tired she had dark begs under her eyes and no color to her face she looks pale, and she kind of looks skinner from the last time I saw her she looks so sad and broken, lost, hurt, she looks like she has been crying , but behind that all I see is pure hatred towards me ,anger, but underneath all of that I see a broken heart shattered in to million of pieces.

when I saw Kirstin come in to class and she was late I knew right then and there that it isn't the Kirstin I know, the Kirstin I knew was never late always on time, as soon as we made eye contact she gave me the eyes of disgust and hatred towards me, and hurt, I couldn't help but feel more hurt by her eyes.

you know what they say facial expressions say more then words well with Kirstin you can tell she has more hatred towards me, but its more hurt then anything but soon enough all that hurt will turn into anger, I am just hoping I can get to her in time, save her.

I feel like all this hurt will turn into anger and then she will get in to serious of shit, the person I once loved will soon be gone and before all that happens i am going to save her some how.

I know all of this because that's what I did I got hurt by my dad and the more I got hurt the more I wouldn't let anyone in the more anger I built up and the more trouble I got in to, I feel like Kirstin is going to head down the same way lets just hope I am wrong.

as soon as she sat down I knew the teacher would probably say something to her he doesn't like it when were late to class but I couldn't help keep staring at her gorgeousness I knew she was giving me the cold shoulder I jut thought is was cute how she was trying so hard to not look at me.

until I heard the teacher telling her to get out of the class as I looked at her she stud up wit as I stared at her and I looking in her eyes there was no sadness she didn't even care that she got kicked out

I really think I fucked her up the Kirstin I knew cared if she was late and if she got kicked out this girl doesn't care not one bit.

as I look over to hunter he has that face like what the hell is wrong with her i cant help but wont to go check on her.

even though she doesn't wont to see me.

" Nate what the hell is wrong with Kerstin"

" dude I fucked her up I think its because she is hurt that she is useing the anger she has inside and just showing it"

" YOU BOYS in the back do you guys have something to share with class since you keep talking back there?" as the teacher looks back and fourth between me and hunter

" I was just saying to hunter if I can go to the bathroom"

" no you may not, you have been back there talking the hole time so no sit there and stop talking"

" hunt I am going to find out what's wrong just have to get out of here" even if its to get me kicked out

" Nate just go after class wai.."as I cut him off

" Mr Henderson I am going to the washroom i cant hold it" as I say this I stand up and walk to the door

" you walk out that door without my permission you can go straight to the office young man I will not deal with this attitude"

" ok ill go to the office then"

as I walk out of the classroom and look back at hunt and give him thumbs up as he laughs at me and shakes his head he knows I really am not going to the office but whatever.

know to Kerstin as I start to walk to her locker, I don't see her so i turn around and walk to the girls bathroom yes i know what you thinking why am I going in there well i know if I need to find someone I will go in here I don't care its not like i haven't been here before.

as i open the door i hear crying in one of the stalls I cant help but break on the inside, for some reason I am frozen not knowing what to do at this point not knowing what to do next scares me usually I know what to do but here right know I am stock frozen.

ok Nate you can do this walk to the door and call for Kerstin, even though I know if it is her shell shut the door on me, or tell me to get out

I am honestly prepared for that. I am prepared to get hit or punched.

ok here I go

" Kerstin"