Stuck

Anger

As I start to pace back and fourth I start to get nervous because I Dont know what to say yo liam all I know is that I defiantly need a distraction and throwing a party will help me with that.

"Look liam that that should not have happened I am sorry "as I sit beside him as he looks out my window let's hope its not going to be awkward with us know I would hate that

"No it was my fault it I should not have kissed you u were in a emotional sate and I knew it and I took advantage of that I am sorry Kristin" as he walks of as I can't help but feel bad for him

"You sure I am sorry to but I am glad we're friends and I am sorry for taking advantage of you to liam sorry"as I smile at him

The thing I love is that me and liam can talk about anything and do anything and no be awkward not saying I am not awkward right know but he didn't no.

I just love liam as my best friend and plus that kiss shouldn't have happpend I was it my self let's just say.

"Kristin we are good know let's move on and let's throw a party you said ?"he smiles

I can't help but feel happy that he can move in from what just happpend I just hope he knows it can never ever happen again.

"Yea let's throw a party I just have to call people to call my brother"

"Ok I'll call some people to let them know were having a party and what time it starts ok"

"Ok sounds good"as I smile at him Ashe smiles back Ashe leaves the room and I grab my phone I see that I have 5 missed calls and 3 messages mm who cares I have ti call my brother and tell him I am throwing a party.

Let's see what he says.

Liam pro
Ok so that was kinda awkward between us and yes I know this what just happens can't happen again but deep down I want more but I know she doesn't want me she wants Nathan ugh

And as her friend I will do her a favor
I'll do something that she might not forgive me but who cares she might but sh needs to face her fears so I am calling Nathan

Liam("Hey Nathan")

Nathan(" hey liam how is she I can't stop thinking about her ")