random nothing's

what now?

my head and heart hurt
I never thought I'd see the day
when all the horrors I read about
in textbooks
would become my reality
the world is crashing
all around us
the only universe we know
is imploding
the heavens above are shedding tears
and all we can do
is point fingers and cast judgment
as I lay under the darkness
the same melody floods my mind
"where is the love, the love, the love..?"