random nothing's

if you're reading this i'm sorry

is it wrong
that i am relieved
that i didn't have to see
the look in your eyes
when i took back
every promise i ever made to you
and gave them all away to someone else?
i meant it when i said
i never meant to hurt you
but it doesn't change the fact
that i probably did
our stars crossed and will
probably never meet again
i wish these things didn't have
to end in tragedy
because i really did love you
it's just that i love him
so much more