hearts beating too fast
minds racing too much
all this time
and I still don't feel like enough
why?
why am I like this
why do I wait around for you to save me?
why is it
that when I'm feeling
like I am finally
on top of the world with you
a single doubt
can make my world come crashing down?
leave me clawing to get
back to where you are
is it you
is it me
I don't know but I really
wish I could stop crying
long enough to figure it out
because I know I'm
gonna wake up
and everything will be fine again
and this will all have been for nothing
