Hate Him // G.D

1.8 Flowers

After a couple hours at the hospital I was in a Starbucks, anxiously waiting for a call with my mom and dad.

I sipped my tea slowly, I was so nervous I thought I could throw up any moment. My mom and dad both didn't speak much, yesterday all they did was cry after my doctors appointment, I could imagine what they would do If the results were positive.

What would I do, how would I tell all my friends. How would they all react to me, Hayden Smith mvp at three sports has leukemia and could die. Id probably lose all my friends, and my hair I really loved my hair. I wondered if chemo hurt and if there was any other options.

My dad could read my mind and put a hand on my shoulder. "You'll be fine, you're strong." He says before my moms cell phone rings.

She answers it.

"Hello."

"Yes, this is her."

"Mhmm."

"Okay, we'll be right there."

She says before hanging up and looking at us.

"They have the results, we have to meet the doctor."

This couldn't be good. I swallowed and followed my parents out to the car.

The ride back felt shorter than ever, I wished it would have token longer.

We met doctor Cook in a room and he spoke to us.

I didn't comprehend anything, all I saw was my mom burst into tears and my dad sobbing on her shoulders. Knowing my results were positive, I didn't cry at all, I didn't flinch, scream I closed my eyes and leaned my head back on the wall.

Hayden, the jock was being torn down.

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We made it home around two and Brandon was waiting on the couch with his hands on his head.

When we walked in he saw me and ran to me hugging me, silent sobs escape his mouth.

I didn't think he was ever going to let go, he pulled away and looked down at me.

"Its not fair." He said.

"This isn't fucking fair!" He yelled walking out of the house.

My mom didn't scold him for cursing, or demand he get back in the house. She just cried, silently.

I was growing tired of seeing everyone cry over me, I went upstairs, locked my door, curled up in a ball in a blanket and cried, for the first time since I got the results, I cried.

I cried harder than I ever had before, yelling curse words through sobs and wondering 'why me?'.

Soon after crying for around 20 minutes I fell asleep, and thats what I did for about 3 hours.

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-Ethan's POV-

"Where is she." Grayson says referring to Hayden.

I clear my throat. "Uh she said she had a dentist appointment today." I lie scratching the back of my head.

He furrows his eyebrows. "Dentist appointment right after a doctors appointment?"