Hate Him // G.D

1.9 Mornings

In the early morning I didn't get up for school, I got up for the airport.

Last night I argued with my mom over three hours trying to convince her to let me go. I wasn't sure that my mom wanted me going but I couldn't miss the chance , especially now.

I grabbed my huge suit case and duffle bag, rolling it down the stairs which didn't sound to good with the bumps and flops.

My mom was typing away on the computer, probably work or something.

I chose Brandon to come with me, not feeling very close to my friends except Ethan of course. (Same girl tf)

Brandon was slouched on the living room couch in front of his suitcase.

He saw me come into view. "You sure you wanna go?" He asked and I nodded.

"I haven't even started treatment yet, i'll be fine." I say reassuring him he sighed. He took this the worst, breaking random stuff, punching walls, I mean it would be the same if Brandon had leukemia and not me. I wouldn't know what to do, hell I don't even know what to do now.

We both wheeled our suitcases down the porch, to the car and put them in the trunk.

"Here let me get it." Brandon says grabbing my suitcase by the plastic handle and laying it down on top of his.

"Thanks." I mumbled and put the duffle bag on top of that.

Going back inside I grab my carry on and watch as my mom repeats what Brandon and I did.

"Alright lets go." My mom says getting in the drivers seat. I get in the backseat so I could stretch out, not getting any sleep last night I took a little 30 minute nap the way to the airport.

When we get there Brandon gets my suitcase and duffle bag out, and I grab the handle wheeling it in.

After security and all that stuff were waiting for our flight to be called.

I listen to some Bryson Tiller and stare at all the planes that could be seen from the huge glass windows.

Im guessing I looked very dramatic, gazing out and acting like I was in a music video with no shame.

Brandon tapped me and motioned that it was our turn. I got a fuzzy, happy feeling something I haven't felt in awhile and followed my brother through a long hallway that lead to where we boarded the plane.

I was sat at the window, Brandon in the middle, mom on the end.

I stared out the window the whole time of take off, watching the cars grow smaller than ants.

Last night I recorded a short video just so no one would worry. I decided to edit it for some of the plane ride, then post it. I was at around 90k subscribers and usually got around 5k likes and 30k views.

After I thought the video looked decent I uploaded it and posted it.

Then getting my phone out I sent a tweet.

@/haydengsmith: gonna be in LA this week, meetup ? 😏

I got a bunch of retweets and replies. Smiling I clicked off twitter and on to Spotify.

I pressed shuffle and my favorite song came on.

'Weeks on end I'm on the road. I start to lose my sense of hope.

I should've called so many times but I, I just sat next to my phone.

Just know it takes it from me, to end this darling oh.

And I know you'll find someone who, gives you the time I didn't give to you.

Im running low, I'm sorry but I have to go.' (Ps thats legit my fav song ever omf)

I listened to the rest of the sing starring at the clouds.

'I wonder what Grayson's up to?'

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Short af chapter :(

HaHAh when ur bff leaves u for someone they've known for like a month Haahhhhhhh

Dudezzz I faced like 3 fears this weekend im so radical

ALSo CAMERON DOlAN ADDED ME ON sNaP AYYyY MOM

Hope you enjoyedddd -h