My Story (A Zak Bagans Romance) UNDER RE-WRITING FOR A WHILE

Chapter 68

           I feel myself waking up from my sleep. I could feel the silkiness of the sheets brushing my fingertips, and just as my body is waking up, I feel goosebumps crawling up my skin as the cold air hits me. I open my eyes and adjust to the brightness in the room as the sun is shining through the windows, as I look around and see that I am in my room. I look down and see that I am in my nightgown and robe. As I look out the window and see the sun shining through the trees, I hear the birds singing a lovely morning song. I bring my legs up to my  chest and I hug my knees and I look out the window. I try to remember of what happened last night. Then, I remember the ball that happened last night. Visions of the ball came flashing in my head like a photo book, or a memory you just wanted to forget but jumps and scares you and random. 

       I saw myself and Angelica waling in the grand party and looking around at the grand place, I saw us entering the ballroom and becoming acquainted with certain people. Then, I saw the shadow, but it was not a shadow. It was him. The mysterious man that kept looking at me all night. Just seeing him brought cold chills down my spine and the goosebumps that once was there, crawled back again on my skin. As I tried real hard to look into his eyes, I saw nothing but two black holes. Something about him made my heart race, my hairs stick up, and a warning in my mind that screamed 'DO NOT TALK TO HIM'. And I could see him walking up to me; how graceful he walked, but he just screamed: DANGER!!!!  

       As the memory was flooding my mind I could feel a change around me and it did not feel welcoming. Then, I remember the mysterious man and I dancing and then the darkness. I was running and running feeling like a deer being trapped in a cage. And apparently I was the predator to a lion. I just remember running just to be safe; but the more I was running the more in danger I felt. I blink away the horrible memories of last night and look down at my engagement ring. Zak never left my mind. I brought the ring up to my lips and I kissed the ring. "Oh Zak," I said quietly looking out the window, and I brought the ring on my finger to my chest over my heart. "Please return. I need you here with me. I need to be in your arms again." I said. 

"I feel alone." I said as I began to cry