5sos Interracial BSM Preferences

109. He hates you pt. 2 (Mashton)

Ashton:

You finished packing your bags and heard the garage door open and knew your mom was home. You open the window and carefully made your way down the house with your things. You walk away from the house and venture off on your own. You forgot to do one thing before you left. Check the weather. As they day went on, it got darker and darker and soon it was a down pour. You and a homeless woman and her toddler hid under a shelter. You told her about what happened since she was wondering why you were out.

"Oh honey I'm so sorry" She said as she rocked her toddler to sleep.

"It's fine miss. I just...I just wanted to feel loved." You say and the three of you stayed till the rain stopped. You two walked together until you found a homeless shelter. You both were taken in and were given a bed an some food. Your phone instantly started to go off and you saw your mom and Ashton leaving voicemails, calling, texting and trying to contact you with everything that they could.

'You won't feel love in this house! We were fine till you came along!' Ashton's yell stuck in your hear and repeated over and over till you felt dizzy

"Ma'am are you alright?" A man asked and you dropped your phone, making it crack on the ground and you fell, everything spinning. Images of your mom and three siblings popped into your head and started to blur your mind. Soon it was all just blank. There was no sound. There was no sight. There wasn't anything, just white. Maybe, you're finally home...

~~~

"(Y/N)" A faint voice echoed

"(Y/N) c'mon. Wake up" It said and your vision soon became color except for a bright circle

"There we go. Do you know who you are and what day it is?" A man, you're guessing a doctor asked and checked your eyes

"(Y-Y/N)" You stutter as you look at him

"What is today?" He asked an turned the light off

"(The correct date)" You say and he nods

"You seemed to have past out. You were out for a little while, maybe five or six hours" He said and you nod

"I-I'm at the hospital?" You ask and he nods

"Yeah, a boy maybe a year or two older than you brought you in from the homeless shelter. He claimed he was your adopted brother" He said

"Ashton"

"He and your younger siblings and mother are in the lobby. Do you wish to see them?"

"Yes sir" You say and he nods and leaves to get them. The room was quiet. So quiet you could hear the clock ticking. After about two minutes someone burst into the door, breaking the silence

"(Y/N)!" Ashton yelled and ran to your side and hugged you

"Please, get away from me" You say and he slowly let go

"(Y/N) I'm sorry" He said and you just look at him then shake your head

"I want to go back to that homeless shelter" You say

"What why?!" Your mom asked

"I got more care there than I got in the house." You say and she and Harry and Lauren starts to cry

"I gave you as much love as I could" She cried

"I'm not blaming you mom. You were the only one who gave me love." You say

"Please come back home" Harry said and you look at him

"Why? It's not like it's going to make a difference, you still treat me like I'm invisible" You say

"We're sorry." Lauren said

"Please (Y/N), please come home" Ashton said and you sigh and think about the fun times you di have at the house and compare them to the homeless shelter

"....Fine" You say finally and they hug you

Michael:

You followed the GPS. You walked day and night and slept in the local shelters that let you. You have been gone now for a whole week and you haven't heard of news of people to find you. You weren't sad though. You continued to walk having your mind set. Soon the next week turns cold and stormy. You were happy you brought an umbrella and walked. You used your umbrella and walked. You were now only 4 miles away from home and you felt excitement in you. After two days, you get there and what you saw shattered your heart. You saw inside the window your parents having fun with another kid, smiling and everything. You felt tears run down your face as you watched them. You thought that they would be happy to see you but apparently you were replaced.

"Hey!" A familiar voice called from behind you. You turn around and saw Michael in his car

"Get in"

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"I'm sorry (Y/N). I really am. What I said was uncalled for and I wish that I can take it back" He said as he drove in the rain and you stayed quiet

"I know realized that I do need you by my side to help me and that I don't want you gone. You are the best little sister and I know nothing that I say will make you forgive me" He said and you continued to stay silent, tears still streaming

"Please...please say something. Yell, shout speak please" He said and you finally let out a whimper and cry harder

"I thought they would love me" You cry and he pulls into an empty parking lot and hugs you

"M-Michael, I just want love to fill this hole I have. Nobody can do that" You cry into him

"Please let me try" He said as he rubbed your back

"Let me be the big brother I was told to be" He sai and you nod

"I love you sis" He said

"I love you too Michael" You whimper and he drive home