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Who Am I?

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You know how in the movies people get captured and find their way out. That isn't real. No one escapes, no friendly guard let's you go. You just sit and never resist. I was huddled up in my usual corner shivering. It was cold there were holes in the walls that made 45° weather feel even worse. I tried to get settled but the concrete was very hard, unforgiving, and uncomfortable. Even worse were the shackles that were so right around my wrist they sometimes bled, right now they were itchy and annoying. Today is one of the days I guess I tap the door and a big ugly guy comes to it. He looked at me and rolled his eyes knowing the drill. 

He unlocked the door and threw a ratty blanket at me, I caught it and slid back into my hole. But he didn't leave instead he stood expectantly. I sighed and stood up beginning to take my strap off. He smiled and unbuckled his pants. When he was done with me he threw my fragile body to the ground and walked out. I grabbed the blanket and put it around me, I didn't mind that it had a few holes in it it was better than just wearing one piece lingerie. That doesn't happen all the time. First time in months. A while back... I got pregnant and everyone went in an uproar no one wanted it... They left me alone after that. No one has wanted to touch me for a long time I guess that it's restarting. The more I thought about my life the harder it got for me to not cry. Tears brimmed my eyes and I let out a small sob. I shook a little while crying still cold and sore. 

I tried to kill myself so many times but each one someone always brought me back. At least they cared enough to keep me alive. Then the weirdest thing happened I heard gun shots and shouting. I got scared and dug my back into the wall praying they wouldn't see me. The voices got closer and the shots louder and I tucked into myself tears flowing freely. I heard the guy who guards my door shout at them one shot and it was silent again. I let in a shaky breath and sniffled, I heard keys and I had to put a hand over my mouth to keep myself quiet. The door opened and a guy walked in, he seemed tall and strong, he'd definitely overpower me if I tried to run. He looked around gun at his side and looked over in my direction. His eyes flashed with anger and my breathing sped up "Come out" he yelled making me yelp against my better judgement. I willed myself to stand the blanket covering my private areas. 

I stepped forward and kept my eyes on the ground, I started to waiver and I knew I wouldn't be able to keep standing. As expected my legs gave out not used to carrying my weight. He came over and I inched away scared he'd try something not that I could stop him "I'm not gonna hurt you... I promise" he said with an annoyed undertone as I looked up at him. When his eyes met mine they instantly softened and he bent down to my level. I shook afraid he'd pull out his gun and kill me but instead he put a hand on my cheek "What did they do to you" he mumbled under his breath. My lip quivered as I fought the whine crawling it's way to my throat "Please don't kill me" I whispered, this is my first and only chance out of this hell I don't want to die now. He shook his head "I won't... Come here... Do you wanna come to my place get cleaned up" he said standing and holding out a hand for me to take. I nodded and grabbed it, he pulled me up with ease like I was weightless but I started to shake and I knew that I would fall. Instead of just falling to the ground I grabbed onto his shirt and tried to stabilize myself. 

He noticed that I wouldn't be going anywhere on my own and for a second  just scooped me up and carried me out. As we went I could saw the guys who took me on their knees hands behind their heads being held by gun point. They looked at me and laughed "Looks like you found our playtoy... Nice and tight all the time Eh boys" they laughed and agreed and I whimpered hiding in the guy's chest. I heard him growl lowly and saw the fire build in his eyes "Shoot all of them except the inner circle we still have to interrogate them start with him" he roared pointing at the man who spoke making what he attacked them for. He walked out with me and everyone watched silently, the ones who worked for him I guess were confused but my captors watched angrily. They looked at me like if they didn't have guns pointed at their heads they'd kill me. I squirmed uncomfortably and he looked down noticing the stares. He gave everyone a look and they looked away preparing their guns. He continued to walk out and placed me sweetly in passenger side of car I questioned why he would do anything for me.