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My Father

4 months later...

I crossed my legs my nails scratching at this desk "Please answer me I hate being fucking ignored" I said cocking the gun in my hand. The guy breathed in and sighed "It's in the safe Chris said if I stole it you'd come and he wanted to know what you looked like" I growled covering the pain I felt hearing his name. This guy was utterly pathetic in every way. It didn't take me long to subdue him. All I had to was use my womanly charm and he was finished. Now he sits tied up and bruised answering all my questions. I asked him where the camera was, grabbed it and threw it at the wall. I walked to the safe and put in the code. Surely enough $130,000 sitting there. I chuckled "You must be really dumb you know that I'm going to kill you right" his lip quivered and I rolled my eyes shooting him in the head. Idiot. I haven't talked to Chris since I left. When I have information for him I'll give it but Danny won't tell me anything unless I prove loyal. So he's been having out on missions killing people, interrogating them. Whatever the boss wants. They call me the blood assassin now. Those four months out here I was put through training to kill anything in my path good or bad. You know it's not hard to make a killer out of someone so broken. All the blood on my hands I try not to think of it just makes me want to die. But I need that my cause was important. Today was it though he would tell me what I need to know. I gave Mike my gun and brushed off my hands "You know what to do" I said walking away and getting in my car. I kept Liam's Audi and even got it detailed. I drove off determined to get what I wanted. I got the boss' place opening the door. This is where I've been living since day one. I couldn't tell Chris anything useful from here because none of the gang lives with him they all live in another house that I have no idea where it is. All the weapons, drugs, and money is there here there's nothing. Danny said after this mission he'd tell me everything and take me to this house. Once I get there I can take it from there kill everything, take everything and go home. Home. To think about it made me want to cry but I don't do that anymore so. I walked in my dogs Bambi and Coco rushing up to me. Both trained by me and always at the ready to kill who I ask. I stood up and walked up to Danny's office I'd finally be one step closer to going back. When I'm through with this hellhole it'll burn with flames higher than any fire ever. I opened his door and he turned his swivel chair to smile at me "There she is my star... Mike said you did good only calling on him to dispose of your mess although I suppose destroying half of my western division is a messy job" he said giving me a hard clap on the back "They were against you shot at us as soon as we pulled up" he sighed an forced me to sit "Well then, Did you find out why he stole from me Hunter was a smart guy but not smart enough to engineer something like stealing $130,000 from me" I shrugged "He said the leader of another gang wanted to know who I was" I said truthfully, he frowned and went silent for a moment. I knew if I told him it was Chris he'd retaliate so I'd have to lie but he'd see through that. I just have to pray he won't ask "Who" he said shattering my hopes "Chris" I whispered, I didn't look up to see if he heard me I know he did. He chuckled "Awww sweetheart you don't still care about him do you" I knew that if he found out how deep my affection for him ran that he'd kill him so I lied. I straightened up and sighed "It's not him I'm worried about there are people in his gang that I liked but I know we're going after him so..." he cut me off "We? No darling you are going after these dumbasses and Mike better report back to me that every last one of them is dead or kiss all that information you're after goodbye" I clenched my fists and nodded walking to the door only to hear him say "On second thought how about you take Vincent I think Mike is to sweet on you" I inwardly screamed out, Vincent is a bigger asshole than Eric ever was but worse he likes me and Danny tries his best to get us together but I will never lower my standards that much. I closed the door and ran to my room, shit is all I could think. What the hell do I do? There has to be a way, if there is I'll find it.