Wishing On A New Life

Jealousy

Youngjae’s POV:

How pathetic can I be? This is the second panic attack I’ve had in front of the guy, and I haven’t even known the guy for two days! I tried to keep my cool as we made our way to the store, but for some reason I couldn’t stop stealing glances at the man next to me. Geez Youngjae, what’s wrong with you?

“You ok, Youngjae?” I snapped out of my thoughts and looked over at Daehyun. I gave him a smile and nodded. He sighed and looked away. I was about to question on what was bothering him, when we reached the entrance to the computer store. He stepped in front of me and opened the door. “After you, handsome.” He bowed his head, before looking back up at me with a huge smile. I widen my eyes as my face began to heat up. I blinked a couple times, before biting my lip and rushing inside. Oh how embarrassing!

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“Can I help you with anything? Oh Youngjae! How are you?” I turned around to see an old high school friend. I smiled and bowed. “Oh, still not talking I see. Well, it’s really good to see you. You look great!” He smiled widely at me. I blushed a bit, grabbing my board and writing a “thank you” and a “how have you been” on it.

“I’ve been pretty good, but really enough about me. I really miss you! You still work for Himchan hyung?” I nodded. I was about to ask him where he worked now, until I heard a cough. I completely forgot Daehyun was there!

“Are you going to introduce me to your hot friend, Youngjae? How rude of me. My name is Hoseok, but you can call me J-Hope or just Hope, or you can just call me.” Hope winked at Daehyun, before extending his hand. Daehyun chuckled and shook Hope’s hand.

“My name is Daehyun, you can call me Dae.”

“Ok, but I think I’ll call you handsome. So how do you know Youngjae, Handsome?” I was actually quiet shocked at how strong Hope was coming onto Daehyun. I mean, I know he used to flirt with me to get to know me, but I mean it wasn’t this bad.

“Ha, well. It’s really quite simple. He is fixing my computer for me and now we are roommates.” I watched as Daehyun easily brushed past Hope’s compliments and acted like he wasn’t being hit on. Hope must have not noticed, since he kept going, which was starting to piss me off a bit.

“Well, you are very lucky to be sharing a room with this gorgeous man Youngjae.” I looked back over at Hope and just smiled. When will he leave?

“So,” Hope leaned closer to Daehyun and smirked, “What’s it going to take for you to take that mask off and reveal those sinful lips underneath?” Before I knew what I was doing, I shoved Hope away from Daehyun and slapped his face. “What the fuck, Youngjae?! If he was yours, why didn’t you say something?” I glared at Hope when the comment slipped out. He knows why I didn’t say anything! I can’t talk! But… why did I hit him? Daehyun isn’t mine…

I looked away, not having any courage to even glance at Daehyun, and ran out of the store. I leaned against the wall next to the entrance and sat on the floor. I pulled my legs up and wrapped my arms around them.

Why do I keep embarrassing myself in front of him? Why do I have this sick feeling in my stomach? I admit that Daehyun is… beyond beautiful, but… I barely know this man. Ugh, what’s wrong with me?!

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Hey guys! I have an idea for the next chapter, but i probably won't update tonight. I hope you enjoyed this update, Vote Comment and Fan! J-Hope on the side ;D