phan oneshots (book two)

Just us

a/n: 1k aLREADY????? WHAT THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU

I'm so happy and emotional right now so I wrote a special oneshot that will occasionally make you emo

also, smut is coming soon my friends ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

"that's crazy." Dan whispers.

"uh?" Phil asks.

"the world is ending." he answers giggling. "and we're going nothing."

"I know." he just says. "at least we're together."

Dan holds his hand stronger, rubbing his forehead on Phil's shoulder. "I'm sorry."

"what are you apologizing for?"

"I'm sure I did a lot of things wrong and I didn't apology for them, so I'm sorry."

"it's okay. I am too."

"my heart is beating so fast."

Phil places his hand on Dan's chest, and smiles. "it is."

"it's because I'm scared." he confesses. "I've always been scared of death, and now it's about to take me."

"shut up, don't think about it."

Dan lets out a giggle. "people are going crazy and we're watching a sunset, isn't that weird?"

"it's the last sunset ever." Phil notices. "it's a privilege to watch it."

"it is." Dan says, not sure about it. "Phil."

"yeah?"

"my mom didn't even call me." he mutters, his voice cracks. he holds the phone stronger and then he's about to throw it down the hill but Phil stops him.

"don't do that."

"fuck off." Dan blurts.

"I know that she didn't call you, but she loves-"

"she loves me, yeah." Dan says sarcastically.

Phil lets go Dan's arm, so he just puts the phone where it was before, whispering something. "I feel pathetic."

"hey." Phil calls him giving him a smile. "don't be sad now."

"I'm not sad."

"you are. I know you." he says lying down on the grass. "come here."

Dan shrugs and lies down too, hugging him and sobbing a little. "are we going to meet again?"

"no."

"that's comforting."

"I'm sorry." Phil smiles kissing his temple. "you know that I don't believe in it."

"I don't too, but."

"but?"

"it would be nice. you and I, together for the eternity." Dan shakes his head. "wouldn't it?"

"you will be tired of me." Phil jokes.

"never." Dan answers, smiling slightly.

"is there a secret that you want to confess me?" Phil asks changing the subject.

"I told you everything about myself." Dan makes him notice.

"about someone else."

"uh, my middle school's best friend was in a relationship with a girl. but he cheated on her. that's the only secret I have." he says. "had."

"that's nice." Phil answers ironically. "how's him now?"

"dead." Dan says pointing at the sky. "a car incident."

"you never told me this."

"I know. what are your secrets?"

"my secrets?" he giggles. "I don't have any."

"okay."

"Dan."

"yeah?"

he approaches to his neck leaving some kisses down his ear. "I'll miss you."

"I will miss you too." Dan just says. "don't make me cry again, please."

"I'm sorry."

"kiss me like that again."

Phil giggles hugging him, caressing Dan's arm with his thumb and kissing his neck again. "we should make out for the last time."

"I don't think so." Dan chuckles. "I'm.. shuttering."

"it's because of the kisses."

"it's because I'm so fucking scared." Dan bites his lip.

"come on, baby."

"I'm sorry." he just says wiping some tears. "I'm so sorry."

"stop it." he giggles. "do you want something to eat?"

"nah."

"drink?"

"no."

"good."

Dan turns around and Phil raises his eyebrows. "why did you turn around?"

"because I want to stay alone."

"do you want to stay alone now? you're not going to see me for the eternity." Phil chuckles so Dan looks at him crying.

"shut up."

"I'm sorry." Phil smiles hugging him, patting his back. "I love you."

"you're making things difficult."

"I know. I'm sorry."

"it's just." Dan tries to say but he can't talk. "it's, I'm-"

"I understand how you feel." Phil stops him hugging him. "and it's okay to feel like this."

"can you please, hug me?"

"I am already." Phil chuckles. "you're going to be okay, I'm with you."

"you will not be with me forever."

"I will." he says softly, placing his hand on Dan's chest. "I'm here, or at least I hope I'm in your heart."

"you are."

"okay? just us for the eternity?"

"even if you don't believe it?"

"maybe I can believe it." Phil smiles. "for you."