I Got You

WARNING

Lewie😘❤️

Your Pregnant? - he asked me as he cracked a smile. I don't know but Im starting to think he's happy about this.

Yes, & honestly I don't even know how I'm going to tell my mom - I told him as I thought about how my mom would react.

She'll understand, Mya You know momma Niah just wants the best for you & I know one thing. My mom is livid with you. You never come see her anymore. It's like you went ghost on her after you claimed you was Soo done with me, but I am happy baby. I just I got to get a lot of things in order right now - he said shaking his head

Damn I know she probably gone try to give me a whooping ? - I said as we bust out laughing

I shook my head sighing as all of these thoughts rushed through my head. I know Royal sensed something was wrong with me.

Whats wrong Baby? - he said as I shook my head

Well I just found out I have a little sister - I told him as he looked shocked as hell

Wow, what the fuck - he said as we busted out laughing

Yeah, Rhiana ass might meet her before I do. She's going to be staying here with us for a while - I told him as he looked at me in amazement

How do you feel about her ? - he asked me as I thought about another girl in the family other then me.

Honestly , it's fucked up how I think about my dad leaving and how he was probably bonding and doing things for his other baby instead of me, but I'm grown now Royal. It ain't nothing we can do now. At the end of the day she is my little sister and I would love to meet her - I told him as he shook his head

You know your a strong person Babygirl - he said as I cracked a smile

Yeah, so how is the baby? - I asked him as he smiled

Man, it's crazy. The Doctor said Stephanie needs to start eating more healthy foods so she can slow down her and the babies weight down a bit, but the baby is in good health & that's all that matters to me. You know I'm hoping for a baby girl - he said with all smiles.

I think once the baby comes; Royal will finally start seeing things differently. His kids will be the reason why he starts changing and getting his life together

Now I got another lil baby. I hope it's a girl too because I cannot deal with boys - he said as I bust out laughing

What the hell? Why you want a girl? You know I've always wanted a baby boy - I told him as he laughed

I just don't want a boy honestly. Shit so he could grow up and try to be another me. Hell nah - he said as I shook my head

That's why you raise your kids to be better then you. You keep them in school, discipline them, keep them out the streets, protect them, be there for them and support them through everything - I told him as he agreed

You right Lil Mama - he said as I got up finished with my food and threw the remaining trash away in the trash can. I came back into the dining room and came behind Royal. Putting my hands on his shoulders leaning into him as I put my head in the crook of his neck.

You Miss Me, baby ? - he asked me as he looked me in my eyes

Damn, seeing him like this really makes me reminisce on the good times we used to have. I do miss my baby, but I'm not here to get intimate. I'm here to share the news of our new arrival & just talk.

I miss the person you used to be Royal. I just need to spend some time alone. Im bout to have a baby. I need to focus on me and my future so I can provide for our child. I'm moving to California soon for college & I'm not looking back. I'm not waiting on you to act right or get your shit together. I'm moving on with my life with or without you - I told him as I got up and grabbed my purse and things