Tear In My Heart (Donatello X OC)

C.26

DORIAN'S P.O.V.

The guys spent a little more time in my head, then I offered a tour of the castle.

"This is the library, where I store all the useless information in my head. Some memories are also scattered around here somewhere..." I hummed, looking around the shelves.

"Why's this part chained off?" Leo pointed to a darker section of the library with chains.

"That's darker information I have stored in my head, and darker memories." I said, going over and sliding under the chain and pulling a book out. It spoke it's contents aloud.

"If you ever walk past a raised piece of land where mushrooms are growing, keep walking. It's a body dump..." I closed the book before it could speak again.

"That's so cool! Do they all speak?" Mikey ran in and began peering through the shelves.

"Yes. I'm more of an auditory leaner than a visual, so all the information is auditory." I said and he opened a book. "Mikey, not that one-!" I said but it was too late.

The book screamed. "DADDY!" "PLEASE STOP!" "SHUT UP, SHARON! YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT, YOU BITCH!" "AHHHHH!"

I ran over and slammed it closed and gave Mikey a look. "About time we got out of the Restricted Section, don't you think?" I breathed and he nodded, so we went out.

We left the library and I showed them the music room, which had shelves and shelves of records and one gramophone in the middle of the room. "This is where songs get stuck in my head. I just go over and choose one, put it in, and it plays on repeat until it's changed." I said, selecting one and putting it on the gramophone. We walked back out.

"Why are these doors chained off?" Raph asked as we walked down a hall, and I blushed.

"No reason." I said, trying to keep cool.

Raph smirked and peeked in one, then immediately pulled his head back out and slammed it, looking at me with wide eyes.

"What was in there?" Donnie asked.

"You don't wanna know." Raph said and I just bit my lip, shaking my head.

"I think I do..." Donnie said and tried to get to the door, but Raph blocked it. The other two turtles had their eyebrows raised and looked a bit interested.

I rushed over and stood in front of Raph and the door, slipping in between him and Donnie. "I really think you don't." I put my hands up on his chest and tried to push him back, but he was a lot stronger than me.

"Dude! Dorian! You're totally having sex with some ginger in here!" Mikey said, peering into an unchained door. Leo pulled him back and hit him over the head.

Donnie just gave me a look. I sighed. "These rooms contain all the people I've ever thought about having sex with." I admitted and his eyebrows rose.

"Why are some of the rooms chained?" Mikey asked.

"The rooms that are chained are the rooms I don't ever want to think about again, but they're already in my head, and now they can't get out." I explained.

"Who's in that room?" Donnie asked and I bit my lip as Raph and I kept quiet. "You better tell me in five seconds." He growled and I felt a little afraid.

I just closed my eyes and wrenched myself out of my imagination, waking up in the real world and seeing the turtles asleep beside me. My mom looked up and I hugged her.

"Mom, I screwed up." I said and she rubbed my back.

"What did you do?" She asked.

"I was giving them a tour of my imagination, and we kinda came across the hallway of everyone I've ever thought about having sex with. Raph peeked into one I'm not exactly proud of, and now Donnie's pissed." I said and she hummed.

"Who was it?" She asked and I hid my face in her shoulder.

"Mikey." I admitted.

"Oh my God, Dorian..." She sighed.

"I can't exactly help it! There's like a thousand rooms in that hall, and that's the one he had to look in!" I growled just as the others woke up.

"I don't want to be a part of this, I'm leaving." She said and left for the day.

Donnie came over and picked me up, holding me to his eye level. "You better tell me right now who that was in that room." He said and I was so ready to piss my pants.

"Okay, but first, you've gotta know. I have no control over it, and I'd obviously never do that with him in real life, right, Donnie? Donnie?" I said and he just glared at me. I leaned down to his ear and whispered Mikey.

He dropped me and Raph caught me just in time before I crumpled on the floor. "Dude! You could've hurt her!" He yelled.

Donnie just stormed out, and tears swelled in my eyes.

This is all my fault.