Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 33

Evelyn's P.O.V~

I went to my bedroom and immediately closed the door and throw myself in my bed.

"And I just hang out with Cameron," I whined.

I remembered , once , when I always asked myself, what's love? what does it feel like? Till then there I met Cameron. The feeling was weird at first for me. Just by looking at him, you'll feel like butterflies in your stomach. And the worst part is that you can never take your eyes off him. He always be on my mind before I sleep and the first thing when I woke up in the morning. I would say it because he's the most popular guy in our school or the most good looking. He was actually like an average person but the feeling that you have it was different.

And everytime I see him passing by, I would try to hide myself from being seen but at the same time, I will tilt my head a bit just to see him. I would also try to look my best whenever I get to school. It's weird but I don't care.

And we got together, we would always hang out on weekends or studied together at the library and since then, I would care for him because I always did. The feeling of wanting it to be forever. True love. Yes. That's what I believe. Once... I've did believe it once till then the fight began between us. I didn't really why we have to argue about it. It was actually a misunderstanding.

The fight was that Cameron thought I was cheating on him by hanging out with another guy. The truth is that the guy I've been hanging out with was effeminate. I tried to tell him but he just wouldn't listen to me.

*Starts flashback*

"Cam, I can explain -,"

"NO! This doesn't need an explanation! I've seen it! You cheated on me!," he shouted. He was furious and I could see the anger in his eyes.

"Cheated? On you? What are you talking about?," I asked.

"Don't act like you don't know Evelyn.,"

"He's not what you think Cam! He's effeminate!,"

"Really?," he said in a sarcastic voice.

"Why can't you just understand for me once!?"

"Me?!Understand you? I think this will be all better if you just shut up and stop complaning!"

"You never listen to me will you.."

"Shit. Are we even done talking?"

Bang. As I slapped across his face. And a second , a red mark was on his face. I know it's hurts but I don't care. I had enough of him. I couldn't control my actions.

"I can't believe you Cameron. Your so selfish and arrogant like always."

Tears was starting to fill my eyes. And him? He didin't even care.

"Cam -,"I said in a firm voice.

"Forget it.,"and he stormed out and left me there.

And we broke up. The day before my birthday...

*ends flashback*