Unexpected Turns (EDITING)

*Chapter 11*

We walked in grabbed a table and his phone rang. Putting it straight to voicemail he sat down across from me. After the third time his phone rang he answered told the person he was fine but busy he hung up. I was surprised he was being so rude to whoever was on the phone. He threw his phone in his pocket and we sat there staring at each other.

"So here is what I have to say and I don't want you to answer until I am done. I feel a little slighted in this situation after all you left just like I was your piece of ass and that was it. I knew you were going to go back to Dom and yet I still passed my judgement and thought I was wrong. I was hoping I would have been wrong. Knowing how Dom treated you and made you into an addict just like himself honestly didn't surprise me. But what did is that you allowed him to change the person you used to be when you first met him. Do you remember that person, the care free, always laughing. I do and I miss that part of you. I am confused and trying to put the pieces together is hard enough in life then throwing a child into this is going to be even harder. I can't fathom what this feels like for you. I know I haven't been the most welcoming person but I wasn't figuring on ever seeing you again. The only reason I thought I might see you would be because you are asking me for money for your child. I am not ready to be the person you need me to be. I hope you can understand that I will try to figure this out but at this time we cannot be together as a couple. I will help you with anything you need at this time but for now that is it. I am also sorry that I didn't stick up for you when Jason called you a whore. I think I was in shock that he called you that. He isn't normally like that but I will talk to him tomorrow." He said looking sad yet relieved it was all out in the open.

"I wasn't expecting to change the person I was either. I didn't mean to so abruptly disappear from you but like any addict it is easy to have one person influence you. The way the drugs made me feel, free and worry free made it easier and easier to go back to. Right before I met up with you is when I almost died. They brought me back and when I woke up Dom was nowhere to be found. I am not sure how I didn't end up in jail that night. I left there looking for a new life and when I found Dom I told him I wanted different things then him he told me I could leave whenever I wanted. I left and thought I was free from the ropes of the drugs. I wasn't obviously after I was with you I went right back to him where he got me hooked again. It wasn't long before I found out about being pregnant and I told him about it. He told me I was crazy if I was going to keep the child and that he wasn't going to be the father type any time soon. Then he asked me about what I was doing while we were apart and I told him about it. That is when he freaked out. He dealt with me for a while as I cleaned up and stayed clean. Then he told me he would never be able to give up the drugs and that I better move on from him if I wanted to be clean and raise a healthy baby. My mother didn't have much to say other then the fact that she felt sorry for my child and that I was going to be exactly like her. Then she sent me on my way, giving me money to get to you. I am glad you are giving yourself time to think this through and no matter what you decide I will make due. I don't want you to knowingly jump into something you don't want. I miss the person I used to be too and I think this baby has allowed me to focus on what I really need. I don't want you to feel sorry for me and I don't blame Jason for calling me a whore. It kind of was a dick move to do that to you and I wasn't thinking of anyone but myself. I am sorry for that, I never intended to hurt you, get pregnant then come crawling back to you."

We ate for a while before talking again but the thoughts were clearly running rampid in our minds. I knew mine was spinning with thoughts of what I was going to do next and how I was going to get money to be on my own. I knew that Weston wasn't ready for this and I had no choice but to be. It was going to be hard and I hoped that eventually he would see things differently. Once we were done eating he paid the bill and we headed to his place.