I'm Here For You 《Ambrollins》

Break Up {5}

Dean's phone went off, he looked what it was. A message, from Renee.

Renee: I love you.. but it can't go on like this. It's over! You can get your stuff today, or
never.

Dean: I'm sorry, but maybe it's the right way. I'll come get my stuff.

Dean started to cry, but he didn't love her anymore. Then he felt Seth's breath on his ear.
'Why do you cry?' He whispered gently. Dean wiped his tears away.
He turned around to face Seth.
'Nothing important, don't worry little ninja.' Dean said and covered his sadness with a smile.
'Dean, I know you for a long time, what is it? Something with the job?' Seth asked softly.
Dean shook his head.
'Renee?' Seth asked. Dean immediately started to tear up. Seth hugged him.
'What happened, is she mad at you? Didn't you take the dogs for a walk?' Seth asked, he couldn't had know what really happened.
'She.. she broke up, I broke up..' Dean snobbed.
'Dean, you can tell me.' Seth said, and they sat up in the bed.
'Last night, I checked my messages. She wrote that, if I won't come home she'll break up. I didn't reply, in that moment I only wanted to be with you, I didn't want that you're alone. And my.. my feels for her went away. And I just read the message, she broke up. And I have to get my stuff today or never. That means I have to leave you for a few hours.. but the problem is I don't know where I could put my stuff to.' Dean said.

'You broke up because of me?' Seth asked, he wasn't able to believe.
'Yes I did, and don't blame yourself. It was my decision.' He said.
'You can put your stuff to this address.' Seth said and gave Dean a notice paper.
Dean wanted to take it out of Seth's hand, but he pulled away.
'I'll drive with you.' Seth added.
'No, your knee.' Dean answered.
'I'll call a nurse to give me the paper, that I leave for a few hours, I'll sign it and then I'll come with you.' Seth protested.
Dean groaned but nodded, he knew if Seth wanted something, he'll get it.

A nurse came with the paper and Seth signed it.
Then he put on a tshirt and a pair sweatpants, as well as Dean.
They walked, limped, down to Dean's car.
Dean started driving, and Seth looked very guilty.
'Seth, don't blame yourself. My feelings for her went away, a while ago.'
Dean said gently, and put one hand on Seth's leg and rubbed it.
'But I was the final reason why this happened.' Seth mumbled, clear enough to hear.
'Listen carefully, my little ninja. You're not the reason. She didn't like that you were more important for me, since you are the one who has nobody, you would have been alone if I'd left. She has her friends..
So stop thinking like that.'
Dean said gently.
Seth nodded and put his hand over Dean's.

The rest of the car drive was silent.
As they arrived at Dean's house, they saw boxes in front of the house. On every box was an insult against Dean written, like scumbag, jackass, or even cheater, which he didn't is.
'I fucked up.' Dean said.
'You fucked up.' Seth agreed.
Dean put the boxes in the car boot and back. After he did that, he saw a note in front of the door.

Dear asshole

I really did love you, but you don't deserve me. At least you could have answer me, as you may not know, I can see if you read it or not. And you read it, and didn't reply.

We're over now, I don't have to be with you, I could get everyone, I now don't even know why I took someone who did drugs and drunk, and lived on the streets.

I hope you are hurt, I hope that you'll never get happy again, but I will.
I'll never see you again, except it is at work.

I hate you, Renee

Tears rolled down his cheeks. He didn't know that Renee was such a bad person.
Seth came from behind and hugged him tightly. He read the letter, and frowned, he also didn't know that Renee was like that, she always seemed like a nice little girl, but she wasn't.
'You deserve better.' Seth said, he took the letter and grabbed into Dean's left pocket,
'What are you doing?' Dean asked confused. Seth didn't answer.
Then Seth took his hand out of Dean's pocket, he had a cigarette lighter in his hand.
He set the letter on fire and throw it on the floor, then he kicked it a few times with his crutches.

'Forget about this. Come let's bring your stuff to this depot.' Seth said.
They headed to the car and drove again.
'Thank you.' Dean suddenly said.
'Are you serious? This was nothing. What you are doing that is something to say thank you. You're the only one who is here, who cares about me, and that after I stabbed you in the back.' Seth said, the last words more quiet.
'It's okay Seth, don't worry, that was in the past, I forgave you. But thanks anyway.' Dean said.

They arrived at the depot and loaded the stuff into it. Then they drove back to the hospital.
As they were at Seth's room they saw a second bed, and a letter:

Bed for Mr. ROLLINS' boyfriend (Mr.AMBROSE)

'Hey they finally got you a separate bed.' Seth said sadly, but covered it with a smile.

'Maybe we can pull them together, so that you're not alone, because tomorrow is your surgery. I don't want that my little ninja has a nightmare.' Dean chuckled. Actually this was only an excuse, he felt lonely after the break up with Renee.
Seth nodded happily.

As Dean pulled the beds together they changed into comfy clothes, and laid down.
Both laid on their back in the middle of the beds, and watched TV.
After a while Seth heard snores and Dean fell asleep. Seth didn't do anything, he just continued watching TV. Then Dean came nearer to Seth. He put his head on Seth's chest and wrapped his arm around Seth, still asleep.
Seth found that really cute, he stroke his head and watched TV again.
In this position he fell asleep too. And he didn't has any nightmare.