I'm Here For You 《Ambrollins》

Remembering {39}

A few days later

Dean lost at Wrestlemania, but who could blame him, he lost something that was more important, Seth.
Dean was currently in a hotel. Now he had no home, he was alone.
Dean just laid on the couch, he didn't ate the last days, and he didn't train after Raw. Why should he do anything? He had nothing for what he has to do it for. Right now, no one would care if he died.
Dean was watching TV, SouthPark, he missed something, and that is Seth in his arms but Dean will never feel this feeling again, he will never feel how Seth's finger tickle him and he will never feel Seth's hair around his fingers again, it's over.

Seth was home now. He was as upset as Dean was but he didn't show it and he put the sadness into his workouts, the sadder he was the harder he worked.
And today he tried to make the test again.
He forgot every tear and heart pain for these few seconds and tried his best. The doctor looked at the computer, he came back to Seth smiling.
'I'm glad to say that you pass the test.' He said and Seth couldn't believe it.
But at the same moment he was really sad that Dean wasn't there to celebrate with him. Seth thought that Dean would text him and call him, but he didn't, he didn't message him and he didn't call him.
Dean didn't contact him, he wanted to, he really wanted to, but he has to accept that Seth didn't want that. He didn't want to hear anything from Dean, at least that was what Dean thought.
Seth would have been happy if he would get some messages, even if he didn't reply to him. But just to read a 'good night, still love you' or anything else.
Dean often wrote something for Seth, but as soon as he was finished he erased it again, he didn't want to be a stalker ex or anything.

Seth went out of the doctor's office and to his car. He was about to text Dean, but he couldn't. Dean obviously didn't want to talk with Seth.
But if Dean would see that My Ninja calls him. He would freak out, he would be so happy, but Seth didn't call him. He couldn't press that call button as he typed in Loml, Seth will probably never delete his number, or save him with his real name.

Seth was home now, he called Vince that he was able to go back to in ring work and Vince was slightly happy for him.
As he hung up he packed his stuff, he will fly to Florida, to the performance center. He had a smile on his face. As he first drove to the center, he was so excited, and he really drove with his car, he couldn't pay a flight ticket.
It was probably the best day in his life. He got to know so many people there and it was also the place where he first met Dean.

Seth was so excited and he only looked around and didn't look where he walked to and then suddenly he laid on the ground as he walked into someone, Dean.
Seth apologized in the same moment he realized what happened and Dean smiled at him.
'No problem darlin'.' Were the first words that came out of his mouth that Seth heard. And Seth was overwhelmed with that voice, this rough voice. He immediately heard that Dean smoked. And he loved that voice.
Up to this point Seth and Dean were best friends, they did everything together.

Seth had tears in his eyes as he thought about that. He'd do anything to just be with Dean now again, but he will never be with Dean again.
Seth was ready and started to drive, he just felt like driving instead of flying, he didn't know why, but before he started he wrote Roman a message.
Roman and Seth were fine with each other again, and Seth needed to tell someone.

AN// Okay, I'm pretty bad in writing depressed chapters, forgive me XD

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