I'm Here For You 《Ambrollins》

Talking {37}

Dean was angry on himself. Why did he do this? He was about to drink his frustration away, but he remembered that this won't help, it didn't help a few years ago, and it won't help now.
Dean laid on the bed with a hoody from Seth in his arms. He cried, he was so stupid. He knew that Seth was easily scared of people that are aggressive, and Dean had nothing better to do than to show him this side of him. Seth knew that this side exists but Dean promised him to not show this side ever again after it once happened, and Dean broke that promise. Seth didn't trust Dean anymore, and he probably didn't love him anymore, why would he?

Seth laid on the couch in Sasha's and AJ's room, Sasha asked him if he wants to talk with her, but Seth already told her everything. And Seth needed time alone.
He was really scared of Dean, he wasn't even angry on him that he attacked Hunter, it was how he attacked him and that he was one hundred percent focused on that, he didn't even hear Seth screaming and crying.
Then Seth heard a quiet knock on the door.
'Seth, it's me Roman.' Seth heard he hesitated but stood up and opened him the door.
'Did Dean say you should come?' Seth asked annoyed.
Roman shook his head.
'I need to talk with you.' Roman said.
Seth turned around to take his wallet from the shelf that stood behind the door. And the key from Sasha which she said he could use.
'Let's go into the lobby, I don't want to wake Sasha and AJ up, it's anyway so nice from them that they let me sleep here. And I could eat something from the snack automat.' Seth said and closed the door behind him.
'You can always eat. That didn't change.' Roman chuckled.
'No it didn't. Why do you want to talk to me?' Seth asked as they walked the silent hallway down to the stairs.
'Seth, you're my brother. First thing, I want to apologize. In that moment I was worried about Dean. But as I saw you two, I saw how you made him smile, you looked at him like he's everything for you. And I realized that you don't use him.' Roman said and looked down on the floor in front of him.
'Roman, I have to apologize, you know I saw my chance to become the best, but I lost the ones who mean the most to me. I'd be happy if we would come back to how it was.' Seth answered and looked smiling at Roman. Roman looked up and nodded.
'Scond thing, I saw how you reacted, I saw it in your eyes, you were really scared. But-' Roman started.
'Roman I can't just-' Seth got cut off.
'Let me talk. But he didn't want that. He loves you. Seth, your his love, you don't know how awful he feels right now. He broke down in front of Sasha's room door, crying. Seth you need to forgive him.' Roman said.
'Roman, you only say that because he's your best friend, brother.' Seth said in disbelief.
'Seth, no. He didn't even accept my apology now.' Roman said and was kinda sad.
'What? And you still do that for him?' Seth asked disbelieving.
'I do that for both of you. You're also sad, don't say you aren't. And even if he hates me, I'd do anything for him.' Roman answered.
Seth couldn't believe it. Roman was really in his big brother role, but for Roman it wasn't a role.
They finally arrived art the snack automat and Seth bought a chocolate bar and some skittles. Then they walked back to the hotel in silence.
Roman walked with Seth to Sasha's room.
'Think about everything.' Roman said and patted Seth's shoulder.

Seth went into the hotel room and laid down on the couch. He ate his candy and thought about the conversation that he just had.

Roman wanted to check on Dean. He knocked on his door and waited for a while. He heard sobbing coming nearer to the door. And then the door opened.
'Are you be-' Roman started but Dean just fell in his arms.
'I lost him. I lost the love of my life.' Dean cried. Roman patted his shoulder.
'I just talked with him.' Roman said and Dean looked up in excitement.
'Will he forgive me?' Dean asked.
'Well, he was really scared of you. And you broke your promise.' Roman said not really answering the question.
'That means he won't.' Dean said pulling away from Roman.
'Don't say that. You have to fight for him.' Roman said.
'What should I do, huh? It won't bring anything if I just say I'm sorry.' Dean said.
'Dean fucking Ambrose! Now listen, you have to think about something that has more meaning than just to say sorry. He's the love of your damn life, not just a hoe that you forget to call back.' Roman said angrily.
'Thank you.' Dean said, and meant it, then he said goodnight and closed the door.

AN// Roman really tried.
Do you think that Dean will find a way to get Seth back?