I'm Here For You 《Ambrollins》

Didn't he forgive? {60}

Dean didn't want to take the call, but Seth pushed him up from himself and looked at him and then back at the phone, then back at Dean.
'Alright, alright.' Dean mumbled taking his phone from the other edge of the couch.

Roman: Why did you call me? I said that I don't wanna talk to you.
Dean: But you still called back. I wanna know what's going on. I mean, hello? Did I miss something?
Roman: I called back because I just wanted to make sure you understand what the meaning of 'I don't wanna talk to you' is.
Dean: Come on Ro, you could at least answer my question.
Roman: Do not call me Ro. The name is Roman, if you can't remember. And I think there is no need in answering your question. I think you and Seth are smart enough to find out. And if you aren't, then time will tell. And I promise you, time will tell and it won't need long.
Dean: What the hell are you talking about? Just say what 'time will tell', right now.
Roman: *chuckling* no, no. You'll find out, sooner or later.
Dean: Seriously? Did you miss that the lunatic thing is my thing? So stop being such a creepy idiot and talk now.
Roman: Okay, Dean. I'll talk now, you know what, I'll say the truth now.
You really thought I forget about the pain in my back? About my red swollen skin? About the white strings short after it happened? You really think I could ever forget about the noise of the chair? About the nights where we lay in one bed because one of us was crying? Do you really think I could forget about the piece of my heart that just went away? Dean, do you really think I forgot all those things?
Dean: Ro, what d-

Roman hung up before Dean was able to answer.
Dean throw his phone back to the edge of the couch and slowly looked back to Seth.
He was shocked, rather sad, as he saw Seth's face. Actually he didn't even saw Seth's face because it was covered with his hands. Dean heard the quiet sobs and he saw a bit liquid dropping down Seth's hands.

'Sshh' Dean said and pulled Seth into a tight hug.
'Was he so loud so you heard all this?' Dean asked gently and as response he got a nod.

He was surprised by himself that he was that calm, at least to the outside.
Actually, in that moment he would have wanted to get into his car, drive down to Florida and rip Roman's head off from his torso. But he knew if he faced Roman right now he wouldn't be able to do it, not because of that bastard, because of Galina and more importantly because of Jojo. He knew how it felt like, growing up without a father, and he didn't want that this happens to that little cute girl.

'Seth, it means nothing. Yeah, he's our brother, but if he can't forgive his lil brother than he's just an asshole.' Dean tried to soothe everything.
'It's not only this. I don't know why he thinks like that out of a sudden. There is no responsible reason.' Seth said into Dean's chest.
'I know, I can't understand him either. I'm not sure about him. I think I was right when I said that we shouldn't get back with him like before because he didn't mean it.' Dean said rubbing Seth's strong back.
'You really think he just played like he did forgive me?' Seth asked pulling his head away from Dean's chest so that he can look in his eyes.
'I don't know. But does it matter? We have us two, which for me, is all I need.' Dean said placing his hand on Seth's cheek, rubbing it gently.
They were silent for a moment. Dean and Seth just stared into each other's eyes, brown met blue. Sand met the ocean.

'Did you forgive me?' Seth broke the silence.
Dean's face cracked at what he just heard.
'Seth, of course I did. Do you think I'd do everything for our relationship just to say you, I didn't forgive you? No. I love you. And the past is the past.' Dean said pulling his arms tighter around his boyfriend.
'I'll never lie to you.' Dean whispered into Seth's hair.
'I love you, Dean.' Seth said and you heard that he was crying.
'I love you too, Seth.' Dean answered not letting go of Seth for a long time.