Keep Holding On

Chapter 34

Chapter 34

*Erika's POV*

I reached home after Zach kindly offered to drive me home.

The next day...

It was a long,boring day. I pulled my laptop open and directly went to Skype with the girls.

"Hey...are you free tonight?" Camilla brought up a conversation to start with.

Looking at Jane, she shook her head while I nodded mine. "Aww..what's up tonight?" Camilla exhaled slowly.

"Oh..I'm going out today" I said looking at the clock and back on the screen.

"With..."Jane added.

"Jack?" Camilla interrupts her.

I shook my head "what..nonono. I'm going with Zach"

"No...Jack!" Camilla repeated herself.

"Wait...Jack?" Jane furrowed her brows.

"Guys!...I'm going with--"I stopped as a cold hand touches my shoulder.

"Shit!" I quickly stood up and walked away from my chair. Realizing it was Jack, I quickly covered my mouth.

Fuck!

How did he!

Where?

The window...!

I scanned my room and saw an opened window and looked at him "really?"

"It wasn't locked"he shrugged his shoulder.

"Please...use the door next time" I requested him.

He nodded and looked at his feet, feeling guilty.

"Anyways..what are you doing here?" I asked looking directly into eyes.

"Here" he handed me an envelop along with a bar of dairy milk chocolate bar.

"Thanks.."I looked at the envelope.

"I'm leaving early next week....thanks for everything, I really mean it. Thanks" he pulled me in for a hug.

A long, warm and relaxing hug.

I still couldn't resist his affection.

"I have to go now.."he broke off and left me with a kiss on the forehead.

I kept my eyes on him, tracing where he's going. He hopped thought the window and before he close them he winked and left.

Shit!

I literally fucked up!

Jack was a charming and a kind hearted guy. He helped me when I needed someone, he was always by my side and took care of me like I was a Queen. I shouldn't had left him. He was right but I was too stubborn and left him. I knew he needed me and I too. My mom loved him and act as if he is her own child. We were a perfect match.

On the other hand..

Zach was too, a gentlemen and of course he was nice looking and a charming that every girl can fall for. Zach had risk his life for me. He almost died in a car crash for me. I wouldn't doubt him for leaving me. I double doubt that. Mine and his dad had great relationship. His dad knew our real relationship and he really didn't mind that. I was happy that he liked me for whom I am. I really love him.

Bullshit!

Ughhhh!

Why can't I even choose who to be with!