This Won't heal( Third Book in; Edward Cullen's Older Sister)

Chapter 7:Who am I?

Disclaimer: I do not own The Twilight Saga or any of the Twilight character, I only own my characters and the timeline.
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Elaine's POV
I wince and try to hold back a cry as I pull myself up off the bed.
I take the shaky steps required to make it to the bathroom connected to my room.
I shut the door behind me, not wanting anyone to walk in.
Who the hell was that girl?
I put my hands on the sink for support and look down into it.
I stand there for a few seconds, just staring.
Then I shake my head and look up into the mirror.
I gasp at what I see.
I see me, I can tell that it's me, but I don't look like myself.
My eyes, they look darker, more secretive.
My hair looks thicker and wavier than it use to be.
Not to mention that I had a huge gash on the left side of my head, along with other cuts and bruises along my arms and face.
I have to look away again. The girl in the mirror can't be me, she's too- too damaged.
"Elaine?"
I hear the girl from earlier voice in the room.
I take a deep breath and answer her,
"Yeah?"
"Are you okay in there? Can you come out please?"
She asks.
I stand there for an second and say,
"Yeah I'll be there in a second, Bells."
I stop for a second. Thinking about what I say, then gasp. I knew the girls name! Isabella! But she likes to be called Bella.
That's the only thing I know though.
But somehow I did know the girl.
"Oh Thank God." I hear her whisper.
She probably thinks I remember her.
I wish I did.
She seems like a nice girl.
I walk to the door and pull it open.
Bella is sitting in the chair smiling.
"Edward went to go talk to the doctors to make sure they come in to check on you."
I nod and take a seat on the bed.
I don't know what to say to the girl.
She doesn't say anything else. We sit there in a silence that seems more comfortable than it should be.
Like I've known her for a long time.
"Elaine- do you, remember anything that happened? Do you know what happened to Violet?"
I look down at the bed. I don't know what to say. Should I tell the truth? Or lie and act like I remember?
I decide to go with the second one, I can see the hope in her eyes, I don't want her to loose it.
"Um, no Bells. I have no idea what happened to Violet. I don't remember anything."
Ha, I really don't remember anything. So really I'm not lying.
Bella seems a little disappointed in this but nods.
Then she starts to make a little small talk.
Catching me up on things that have been going on with the people I don't even remember.
"Alice was here earlier. She tells me to tell you she'll be here later. Jasper is tense ever since the accident. He really misses you."
Jasper, that's a nice name.
I don't remember anything about this man, but his name makes me feel happy, and loved. But more on a motherly way than in any other way.
Then she starts talking about a guy named Sam. I don't know why but the name infuriates me.
She tells me that he was here, and he was angry.
I don't know how long I've been here, I don't know anyone that see talking about.
Maybe I should just come clean and tell her that I don't remember any of these people.
While I'm having this internal fight I decide to stick with my earlier decision to try and catch up, and not tell her I don't know who the hell anyone is.
Finally Eddie walks in with the doctor, who starts to take my vitals.

Carlisle POV
Rose, Emmett and I drive in silence.
Rose seems to feel guilty about the whole thing. She shouldn't, she tried her hardest to keep Lane safe all the time.
She loves her so much.
As does Lane love her.
Finally, Em breaks the silence.
"Carlisle, were gonna have to go on a hunt for our little friend soon."
He says from the passenger seat.
I can hear Rosalie shift in the back so she is closer.
"I agree with Em. We need to dispose of her. I want her dead."
I couldn't agree more.
But as much as I wanted Violet to be dead, I couldn't do that without talking to Lane first. We are a team and we need to make these decisions together.
"As much as I would love to let you dispose of her right now Emmett, I can't do it without talking to Elaine."
I say.
Rose looks a little annoyed at this because I know she want to kill Violet for doing this to Lane, but they both don't say anything else about the matter.
Finally we make it to the hospital.
We walk in and I am stopped with by a few people I work with.
They tell me how sorry they are that this was happening to all of us, and that they hope Elaine gets better. They want to make me feel better, and I am grateful for this. But I don't want to listen to them as they try to comfort me. I want to see Lane.
Correction, I need to see Lane.
"Carlisle, let's get going, mom will be wondering where we are,"
Rose says, pulling me away from the conversation.
I smile a little at the people and walk with my kids to the elevator.

Edwards POV
Bella and Elaine were talking when I walked in. Lane looked really confused, but she didn't say anything.
I take my seat next to Bella again, she grabs my hand trying to comfort me, but it's no use. I'm too worried about Lane.
" How are you doing, Lane? Does anything hurt?"
I ask, she smiles at me a little.
"Nothing I can't bare. Though there is some pain in my head."
I nod and go to press the button to call the nurses when she stops me.
"Wait, I don't want those people coming in here and drugging me with that weird stuff. I don't want to sleep."
I shift in my seat to lean towards her and take her hand.
"I know, sissy. It has to be done though. You're in pain. I don't want to see you in all this pain. You need rest."
I say. She reminds me of Bella after James.
She sighs and nods, finally giving in.
"Fine, call them in."
Then I press the button to alert the nurses,  I just hope Carlisle gets here before she passes out.