NEW FRIENDS [joshler]

Stressed Out

Tyler:

When I saw Josh, I instantly felt happier. It's funny, the voice, Blurry, doesn't talk when Josh is around. Josh and I talk about school and sports. Josh plays soccer, basketball, and baseball. I only play basketball, but I've been told that I'm really good at basketball. I think I'm pretty good...Blurry doesn't agree.

Josh grabs my hand, 'You okay Ty?' he asks, 'Yeah, I'm fine,' I reply. I haven't told anyone about Blurry, he told me not to. 'Ty, the hospital cafeteria is serving tacos for dinner, you wanna come down with me? Mom gave me enough money for both of us,' Josh asks. 'Yeah, sure Josh.' I reply. He knows something is wrong, but I'll tell him eventually. He talks about this new girl, Kate, who he thinks is cute. I try to listen, but eventually we reach the cafeteria and he changes the subject. 

'Ty, I wanna play drums,' he says, 'I skated to the drum store and there was this guy who looked so at peace and relaxed even though he was hitting something so hard. It was this controlled violence, and it was amazing.' 'That'd be awesome, Josh! I bet you'd be really good. You could do percussion for band next year in junior high!' I say, excitedly. 'Maybe, yeah,' he says.

We pay for our tacos before sitting down at a table for two, digging in. 'It's like we're on a date or something like that,' Josh giggles. 'Yeah, but gays go to hell Josh,' I say, laughing. 'Oh, please, like we're not going already,' he says. 'True,' I say. My tacos are okay, Mom's are so much better, but they're tacos, and they're my favorite food, so they can't be bad.

After we finish eating, Josh and I head back up to Mom's room, hearing a small cry from the other side of the door. We walk in to both my family and Josh's smiling and looking at my new brother. 'Tyler, this is Jay, your new brother,' Dad says, smiling. 'Hello, Jay,' I croon. 

He's perfect.

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Yo

yeahh, ik that Tyler's not the oldest but for plot reasons this is how it works...

sooo, first date??

Idk what I'm doing anymore but love me?

gtg sleep or eat or something

keep breathing 

Sierra o0o