NEW FRIENDS [joshler]

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Josh:

We all eventually leave the hospital, and it's past my bed time. As Tyler and I ride in the car, headlights zooming by, I realize how lucky I am. I have a great family, an amazing house, a great cat, and, most importantly, the most amazing best friend in the world.

I have a bestfriend that can sing, even though he doesn't want me to hear, I do. I have a bestfriend who is an amazing basketball player. I have a bestfriend who loves me and will be there for me. 

But, sometimes, when I can't sleep, I hear Tyler's screams. Things like 'go away' 'leave me alone' 'shut up!' and other similar things. He says he's okay, but now that I've known him for over four years, I can tell when he's lying, and he's lying when he says he's fine.

I worry about him.

the next day

Tyler and I get on the bus and sit together. Since we're fourth graders, we can sit in the back row. When we arrive to school, we go up to Ms. Jackson's room. She greets us with a smile before we head to our cubbyies. We go and sit at our desks and talk.

'How'd you sleep?' I ask, already knowing the answer. Tyler didn't sleep last night, I heard him playing piano through my window, he even sang some. He's pretty good.

'Okay, better than usual I guess,' he replies. He knows I can see right through him but still lies. I'll have to ask him about it later. 

We suffer through math and English before Ms. Jackson sends us to music, our favorite class.

Ms. B is our music teacher, (I'm sorry I can't help myself,) and since it's our first music class of the year, she just talks the whole time.

'This year, we will be learning recorder and that's about it so...yeah.' Tyler and I look at each other excitedly, we both really want to learn an instrument, (aside from Tyler's piano,) and recorder will be amazing.

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*sweats* hey y'all 

um I haven't updated in a while

okay so almost 150 reads like wtf thanks guys.

anyways stay alive💘

Sierra °.°