(Joshua's pov)
But I loved Mari. Nothing was going to take that away from me. This was... She was my... true love. This love was real.
I stood up reluctantly, my feet were shaking and nervous as to what I might find as I clutched the cold door handle.
Behind this door... could be anything.
I closed my eyes, letting go any last drizzles of tears.
My mind was whirring as I tried to build up the courage to open the door...
I felt a sudden rush of emotion.
I loved Mari!
I tumbled clumsily through the door, blinded my tears as the handle gave way.
Nothing should keep us apart!...
It shouldn't... but it was.
Did Mari really... love... Ian...?
Did it matter?
I noticed the bath room door awkwardly jarred open out of the corner if my blurry eye.
My heart started racing, my head started beating as I ran over towards it.
I flung open the door.
There,
Lying,
Was Mari.
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I stood there. Terrified.
What had she done...?
I screamed. I knew shed felt pain... but would she feel anything again?
Mari was lying, spread on the floor in a pool of blood. Her face was blue and her eyes were blank...
Her arms were covers in cuts deep in her wrists.
What has she done?!
It was right in front of my face but... what did it mean?
What would I do without her...?
My voice was choking up inside my throat, clogged with tears.
"Mari..." I knew she wouldn't answer... she probably never would again... I would never hear her voice.
Was Ian really worth dying for? is that how much she... loved him...?
My face tensed as I fell to my knees in front of Mari.
My breathing heaved.
My nose and eyes stung.
Ian and Anthony... And now Mari too.
My whole world was just a chain reaction, it a single thing goes wrong it can change my whole life...
It can ruin my whole life.
Tears were sliding down my neck and dripping onto the harsh white tiles, that were now stained with blood.
"Mari..." the name sounded strange when I said it... almost... empty
My face let go a rush of tears fell from my soaking eyes.
Mari... the thing I loved most... was gone.
Mari died. Mari.... killed herself...!
And I couldn't do anything to prevent it.
I suddenly felt useless.
My legs gave way and I fell onto the white, tiled bathroom floor. My tears splattering Mari chest, as I huged her motionless body tight.
My breathing eventually calmed. I never thought of myself in this situation...
My coworkers... would die for each other.
My friends... What they feel for each other was sick, especially considering our position.
My only love... was gone...
Dead.
And I was all alone...
Alone...
Everything around me was quiet. almost... peaceful.
My head was resting gently on Mari's chest and my tears seeped into the fabric of her bloodstained shirt...
I could hear something...
Soft,
Gentle...
Breathing...
!
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The breathing seemed to quicken now that I knew it was there.
I straitened my back quickly, my hands still clutched around her waist, pulling at the tight cloth of her shirt.
Was it...
"Mari.."
The breathing was still there it wasn't my imagination...
"Mari... Mari. Mari."
I repeated the name I've and over again.
More tears replaced the dried liquid at the corner of my eye.
"Mari... Mari?! I yelled, as if expecting an answer.
What was I doing?
If Mari was alive...?
I pulled Mari closer to my chest, repositioning my hands to her neck and below her knees.
I picked her up slowly, her head resting on my chest.
The breathing was now consistent.
I was crying again, but now of happiness, of relief.
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