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"Do- do you think Rocky will be angry with me" I say my voice a whisper.
"No Maya, he'll be upset, but he wont be angry with you, ok"
"I really hope he won't be" I say sighing; Ross wraps his arm around my shoulders.
"Come on its cold we should go inside, I need to apologize to Ry, Gus and talk with Court." He says, I nod we both stand up and make our way to the kitchen.
"Maya I swear to god if you don't stop pacing I'm going to tie you to a chair" Ryland says, Courtney and Ross are still upstairs. Riker, Vanni, Rydel, Ell, Gordy, Gator, Gill, Gus, Ry and I are in the living room again the others are around the house and Stormie and the Lynch's grandma are in the kitchen getting lunch ready. It's 12:00 and Rocky still isn't back yet.
"Where is he!" worry clear in my voice, my hands start to shake my breathing becomes shorter, my eyes widen when I realise I'm having a panic attack. I always get even more freaked out when I realise I'm having one when it comes out of know where, normally I can tell I'm having one before it gets to bad.
"Shit" I hear Ryland mutter as he shoots up quickly coming towards me.
"Maya, relax, calm down ok, I'm sorry" he says putting his hands on my shoulders,
"I-i-i-" I stutter out my breaths quickening, my hands shaking even more.
"Maya, he's ok he'll be here soon" Ry says trying to calm me down, by now most of the others have gathered around me trying to calm me down.
"Maya, you need you calm down and breath slowly" Gus says grabbing my hand,
"Shit, Rik her hands are shaking pretty bad" he says softly to Riker but I still hear it. I've never had a panic attack with out Rocky being there to help me. He's always been there, when I realise this I start to panic more, none of the others have ever calmed me down from one.
"Gates go get Stormie" Gus says quickly, he nods running off.
"What's going on?" I see Ross and Court walking down the stairs hand in hand.
"Maya's having a panic attack, and we can't calm her down" Vanni says quickly, as Riker rubs my back trying to calm me down while Gus is still holding my hands and Ryland's hand still on my shoulder. Ross and Courtney hurry down the stairs. Ross pushes though the group,
"Guys give her some space to breathe your all crowding around her," he says quickly.
"What's going on?" Stormie rushes.
"Maya is having a panic attack"
"Maya sweetie, I need you to breath, and calm down" she tells me calmly.
"R-Ro-R" I stutter out, as I begin to shake more, my hands move to my throat as I gasp for breaths, I hear shouting before everything begins to get black, I hear someone scream 'catch her' before I blackout and collapse
"Maya, Maya wake up?" Ryland says shaking me. As I blink open my eyes
"What happened?" I ask confused
"You fell asleep," he says shifting nervously
"What's wrong?" I ask sitting up looking at him. He looks down sighing.
"Maya, ummm god I don't know why I have to tell you this" he mutters he sits down next to me and pulls on to his lap. Wrapping me tightly in his arms.
"Ry you're scaring me"
"Maya, umm I'm just going to come out and say it" he tells me, I look up at him and realise his eyes are red and puffy from crying,
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You Can Make It (Gus De St Jeor, Ryland & Rocky Lynch & Shawn Mendes (Book 1)
RandomMaya is best friends with Rocky Lynch, she and Rocky have been best friends for a while. The age different between them doesn't matter. Maya's had a hard life, but Rocky is always there for her. Ever since Maya met Gus she has been in love with hi...
