You Can Make It (Gus De St Jeor, Ryland & Rocky Lynch & Shawn Mendes (Book 1)

Help!

Chapter 16

Last time

I'm heading to Shawn's apartment, I'm passing a pizza shop that Shawn said he always went to when he came to New York. When a hand grabs my wrist pulling in to the alley.

"What the hell" I say loudly.

"Shut up bitch" the man says, he pulls me around the corner of the alley, behind a bin, it's dark and dirty,

"You're a pretty little thing aren't you" he says I shiver at his voice,

"Let go of me you pervert" I yell

"Shut up bitch" he says slapping me,

"Help!" I scream, he slaps me again, his hand covers my mouth, while his other one ripped roughly pulled my jacket off, my small bag with my wallet, phone and camera in it is tossed to the side. I struggled trying to kick him, he slapped me again shoving me against the wall by back and head hitting it hard. I cry out in pain.

"If you don't shut up Its gonna be a lot worse for you" he growls, he then rips my shirt off, then my bra, he roughly grabs my breasts. I shut my eyes hoping it will help ease the pain I know is about to come, it doesn't, I feel all the pain, the body tearing pain. I feel everything, but my mind goes blank, my body goes limp and weak and freezes, there's nothing I can do to stop him.

When his finished he lets go of me and I collapse to the ground,

"Thanks, you weren't half bad, would've been better if you weren't a virgin but not a terrible virgin" he says, then walks away. I curl into a ball, as tears start to roll down my face, and my body begins to shake. I crawl over my bag, I shakily get my phone out, putting in m password, and calling Shawn's number,

Phone call: Shawn Maya

Hey Babe, you nearly-

Shawn I sob out

Maya? Babe what's wrong? His voice alert, panicked and worried.

I-iii please iii come I need iii I sob; my body starts to shake more as my body shudders with cries.

Maya? Where are you? What happened?

Aa-a-l-lley nn-ne-aar-r yo-o-u-rr pizza I manage to get out.

Ok, baby I'm coming ok, calm down, I'm coming, I'll be there in a sec.

A few minutes later I hear my name being called.

"Maya!? Babe!?" I let out another loud sob, and I hear footsteps getting closer. I wrap my arms tighter around myself curling in to a small ball.

"Maya!?" he shouts again; I can hear him getting closer.

"Ma- oh my god" he says his voice softer towards the end, I look up and catch his eye, he rushes towards me, dropping down next to me, and scooping me up in his arms, holding me tight.

"God, baby what happened" I can't speak, I just sob, I just wrap my arms around his neck, pulling myself as close to him as I can.

"It's ok I've got you, you're ok now, your safe, I've got you, it's going to be ok, I'm here" he keeps whispering, holding me tightly rocking back and forth slowly. After about 5 minutes, I'm still sobbing and shaking, Shawn pulls away from me slightly, one of his arms moving away from me

"no!" I cry out reaching for him,

"Baby, I'm just taking my jumper off so you can wear it" he says softly, I nod still clutching on to him,