You Can Make It (Gus De St Jeor, Ryland & Rocky Lynch & Shawn Mendes (Book 1)

Everyone meet Shawn

Chapter 19

Last time

Ry talk instead, I need to hear one of their voice

I scribble on the pad

"Put Ryland on the phone then, just tell him to talk, she just needs to hear either one of your voices at the moment."

"Alright, let me see, cause he normally listens cause he has to do the lighting" we hear mumbling on the other side, then Rocky is back.

"Alright babe, Ry's gonna talk to you, we are leaving now ok, we'll be their soon, love you" I nod my head picking up the phone and holding it close to me.

"Alright Maya, we are like 5 minutes away, are you going to meet us in the lobby?" Ry asks, he's been on the phone with me for about 15 minutes, just telling me about the trip, some of his ideas for the shows, talking to Shawn and Sammy. I glance up at Sammy and shake my head.

"Ryland, I'll meet you in the lobby, then take you and Rocky up to Shawn's room, we have to talk and Maya just wants it to be us and you and Rocky"

"Alright, that's fine, Maya are you still gonna share a room with me and Rocky? Cause if you're going to stay with Shawn, we can bring your other bag up but if not then we'll send it up with our bags" Sammy looks at me waiting to relay my answer, I shrug my shoulders, I don't know who I want to stay with, I want to be with Ry and Rocky because I feel the safest when I'm with them, but at the state I'm in at the moment I don't want to leave Shawn.

"Uhh, just send her bag up with your stuff for now, we'll figure it out later"
'Alright, we are pulling up, I'm going to hang up now but I'll see you in a few minutes ok M?" I nod my head

"Yeah, I'll see you in a sec Ry" Sammy says before the call ends.

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"Babe, do you want to go grab some lunch?" Rocky asks, breaking the quietness the only sound is from GossipGirl which is still playing quietly on Shawn's laptop.

Sammy told Rocky and Ry, they both hugged me and appoligised for not being there, told me I'd be alright, then went to the other room with Sammy for a couple of minutes, we would hear their voiced raised but not what they were talking about. Then they came back in and asked me a few questions but I wouldn't answer, which lead us to just laying around watching GossipGirl.

I shake my head my eye's focused on Chuck and Blaire.

"Maya, you should eat just a little, you haven't had anything since yesterday morning" Sammy says.

"We can just go downstairs to the restaurant, or go to our dressing room, and get some food in there" Rocky suggests softly as he sits up slightly, I look at Shawn my hand still tightly clutching his, I'm in the middle of both him and Rocky, leaning against Rocky's chest as I face Shawn.

"Come on, let's go get some food yeah? You, Rocky and I go to the bands dressing room, while Ry, Sammy and Em go get some food yeah?" Shawn says, rubbing small circles with his thumb on my hand. I glance at Ry, not really wanting him to leave.

"Hey, we'll be super quick ok, we'll talk to the others quickly about Shawn while the food is cooking, then we'll be with you" Ry tells me crouching down to my eye level, reaching out and rubbing my leg softly. I nod, then slowly move off the bed still holding on the Shawn's hand, I look back to see that Rocky is off and stretching on the other side of the bed. We move to the front to the door slipping our shoes on.