You Can Make It (Gus De St Jeor, Ryland & Rocky Lynch & Shawn Mendes (Book 1)

Rocky returns and telling him the news

Sorry it's taken so long, I've been really busy I promise to write and update more this month and Jan. 

I am changing it from a Gus fanfic to maybe a Gus, Ry (relationship) fanfic, still best friends with Rocky but yeah, I'm not sure who she'll end up with so it could be Gus or Ry or maybe someone else

Chapter 11

Last time

"Hey guys, I'm back, sorry about leaving" I turn to face him the magazine held tightly in my hand.

"It's ok, just call if there is a next time, and we are glad your back" Stormie says giving him a hug, the others following. I slowly walk up to him. He gives me a sheepish sorry grin.

"What the hell where you thinking!" I yell hitting him with the magazine.

"I'm So-"

"Don't *hit* You *hit* Dare *hit* Say *hit* You're *hit* Sorry *hit*"

"Maya" Ryland says standing up and walking over to us.

"No! No Ry! he knows how I feel about this" I turn back to Rocky who's looking a bit scared but also guilty.

"You know how I feel about this, I felt like shit after our fight I came back to talk to you, Gus made me cool off, then I told him for you, then we came straight back only to find you gone. At night. In the snow. Around Christmas time. What if it happened to you! What if I lost you!" I yell Ryland wraps his arms around me during my burst so I didn't lunge at Rocky, at the end I lose it and I collapse in Ryland's arms and start to sob, Rocky moves forward, and pulls me out of Ryland's arms into his. I start to sob harder as I grip his shirt in my hands

"Yyy-ooo-ooo-uu ll-lee-ee-fff-ttt lll-liii-kkk-kkee tt-hh-eee-yyyy ddd-iiiddd (you left like they did)" I sobs out,

"I know, I know, I am so sorry" he says as he tries to move away from the door, I don't move I cling to him tightly, not wanting to let go, I have less then 2 hours left with him, then I wont see him till Ross's birthday.

"Maya, lets go sit down yeah, we need to talk about a few things before..." Ry tells me,

"Before what? Wait dude, what happened to your jaw?" Rocky says as he rubs my back tears are still streaming down my face, but my body has stopped shaking.

"Ummm, yeah neither of those things are mine to say, actually none of anything that happened is mine to say, you have to ask Maya and Ross, though I mean we were kind of involved, I mean Gus and I and Court were with one thing, then I guess the other thing was my fault and then the other thing was kind of mine Rik and Gus's fault but we can't spend to much time on it because we have to do presents before"

"Ry shut up" I say through tears. He's going to give it away, I was only going to tell Rocky about what happened with Ross if he asked, its over we all forgave him, and I know Rocky will be pissed at Ross.

"Ry what the hell are you talking about, what happened" Rocky asks, we still haven't moved from our positon, I still have a tight grip on Rocky but my tears have nearly slowed to a stop.

"Ummm" Ry says

"Rock, sit down I've got something to tell you" Ross says, Rocky leans his head down so he can whisper in my ear.

"Come on, lets sit down" I nod moving my hands to his arm, I wrap one around his arm holding it tightly, the other holding his hand, I try and get as close to him as I can. We walk to the recliner chair, he sits down and I immediately sit on his lap wrapping my arms around his neck burring my head in the crock of his neck. Holding my self tightly against him, I'm so scared if I let go he'll leave again. At that thought tears make there way down my face again.