CHAOTIC.

Time

I remember

the first time

I saw the sunrise

I was seven

With a pink paper and a pencil

On my lap

I loved looking at the saturation of colors

Growing lighter and lighter

And maybe

Just maybe

I cried a little

With my heart

Engulfed with happiness

And i remember

The last time

I watched the sunrise

Sighing and wrapping my arms around each other

Listening to a song

that reminded me of you

That pink paper was sticked into the skies

And that pencil is now reading out

The sad words

Which hold your name behind

I never realized

how much time can change..

But maybe now i feel warmer

With the ghost of your arms

Around my shoulders

With my heart being

A less of a loner.