CHAOTIC.

Metathesiophobia

Two hours on a train

I found war in rain

Not its fresh smell, not in the stains on the glass window.

Mother, listen i'm crying for help

It's nowhere but

inside my brain

I'm suffering

It's in my veins

I hate the outside, i hate the inside

And who i've became.

Mother, listen

I'm screaming for help

Tell me you're all ears

Someone, hold my hands

I'm drowning, i want sane

Why can't you get me off trains

Cut the roads, stop the pain

I'm drowning,

I'm such a shame

For a girl who loves the sea

Unfortunately, i can no longer swim

I'm drowning

In who i've became.

Just tell me

I beg you

Tell me

I'm still the same.