40UR XL (Completed)

Chapter 4 Part 2

We pulled up to the front of my house , on the curb. I wasnt really looking foward to going home. I wanted Desmond to take me all over the town in that candy apple corvette of his. He helped me get my shopping bags into my room, onto my bed. "Aye you never did show me around your house,besides your room." he said with a smile. "How rude of me" I replied back. I didnt want to show him my house. For what? What was so intresting about couches with plastic on them , a small ass kitchen with no granite tops, and a Bathroom with towels in it that were only there for "decoration". And my folks? well, I'm sure he didnt want to meet Natalia again -while she shoved her tongue down Malik's throat. Or my clueless mom again, who never gave an understanding about me OR Natalia. I told ya'll before , I'm a people pleaser, so I gave him a tour of the whole house. We sat down on the couch, in the familyroom. "Can I ask you a question,?" He looked at me with a  stern look on his face. "What is it Desmond?" I said on edge. "I never saw your dad or a man around here..." He answered. I was shaken by his question. My face went blank, because this was a touchy subject for me.

I sighed and began to tell him my sob story. "When my dad found out my mom was pregnant at 17 with me and my twin sister, he ran off and left us for dead...My grandma had kicked my mom out the house 2 months before her graduation, so she literally had no one. Last time I heard about him , he had married some white lady and settled down in the Valley  with his wife and new kids." I explained with tears filling my eyes. He saw my eyes watering , so he held me close again."Sorry"he whispered in my ear. I sucked my tears up,because I didnt want to look weak. "What about your folks... I never see them across the street either" I said trying to change the subject. "Umm... I live alone, babe" he sligtly chuckled. "Oh yeah , I forgot youre 20... so why are you interested in me for?" I said, kinda harshly. My defense was up again. 

  He just stared at me, with those hazel eyes, that took over me. "I never experienced the whole package in someone. theres something real and mature about you I dont see in most females in L.A." he said , like he'd been wanting to say that. I've been waiting for him to say that actually. Everytime we'd talk or text on the phone I felt a connection, a sensation in my chest and stomact that would take me over. I always crush and fall in love easy, so I ignored my feelings. A  small tear fell out my eye, due to the emotional rollercoaster the last hour I've been through. "Whoo! this is too much" i happilly giggled. "I just wish Natalie could see HERSELF like I do." he pointed at me. We gazed at eachother, my eyes taking over his, and his definately taking mine over. Next thing you know, we were kissing and making love right there, on the couch, then onto my bedroom. 

P.S. *Oh yea, Im glad i bought those Bra & Panty sets! Them baige drawz was not the business.