40UR XL (Completed)

Chapter 10 FINALEEEEE!

Note:   To all my old readers this chapter got deleted , so I had to re-write. That's why it may seem a little different.  new readers ignore this message.

        Turns out I wasn't about that dorm life like my dad had suggested. Don't get me wrong , I loved my roommate, but It wasn't what I wanted. I moved in with My dad and His wife  who's expecting actually. I hope I get a little brother.  We go to the 24/7 Fitness Gym everyday  I am extremely proud of my new-founded journey. As for my mom and Natalia. We have a way better relationship. Natalia is in Cosmotology school and Is learning how to hook some shit up. I need to see her when i need a touchup done to my head. My mom is not working those long busy hours any more. She even got a promotion and Is going to retire in a few more years. I'm proud of her.

        SDSU is really different from Kennedy High, Speaking of Kennedy High, Desmond ....or should I say "Ashley" still hasn't graduated from there, takes selfies in the schools bathroom, and had the nerve to hit my DM's on Facebook talkin' about "Wassup , when we gon' Chill?". This Negro. His granny finally kicked his grown ass out, now he cant drive her pretty red car around no more, Ha! He was last seen with Candy red shoes on actually. Oh! Him and Portia are still "Together" and he says he got her pregnant LOL I wonder who the daddy is? I guess she dropped Jessy.  I don't know what I was thinking, but come to think of it Jessy really ain't even sexy.  He got locked up  but wants everyone to know to look for his up and coming mix tape when hes done serving his sentence. Boy Bye. 

  Jenae's irrelevant ass Is with Jessy . I knew she was a hoe, but I looked past it because I thought she was my friend. I changed my number and blocked her simple ass on Facebook thinking she was gonna press charges Lol. #SnitchinBitch .  Even though I'm 200 miles away from Los Angeles and Viodina street. I will never forget how my life experiences shaped me into the young woman I am today.  I'm majoring in Psychology to become a life coach to help other young girls who were like myself. Self-Esteem issues can really fuck you up, let me be the first to say that YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOURSELF. I'm also taking classes on Fashion. One day  I'm going to launch a fashion line inspired of my Aunty April's gown collections. New York Fashion Week Look out , Here I come!  Hell yeah I got big plans and making big moves now that I know my worth.  I lost 80 pounds through dieting and exercise. I got a long way to go but I've Came sooooooo far. I'm not perfect and my life isnt perfect  but I must say at least i'm no longer JUST a 4 x L .

✌️ PEACE!

- To all my big girls out there