A/N- this is "Michelle's Song". Do keep in mind that it is an ACTUAL SONG wrote by an ACTUAL PERSON. Long story short- I slaved away over a sheet of stave paper and my music book-NOT YOU. Take my song-or any part of it- and I will send a herd of moose, a bunch of polar bears, and a hella ton of Canadian geese after you. I'm a crazy Canadian- I WILL ACTUALLY DO IT. Thank you, and enjoy the rest of your day! ~Char.
"Push It All Away"
The illusion becomes reality
But when I see him
He never sees me
Pain is blossoming
But I don't understand
Why is this happening?
I don't know who he is
Other than the obvious
But he's perfect
Though it hurts to look at him
But pain is needed
It shows me that I can still feel
{Chorus}
{Push it all away
Leave it all behind
Hide it far away
Where no one can ever find it
Push away myself
Push away my heart
Push away my soul
So my love won't leave me blinded
Grasping in the dark
Without a soul or heart
I'm a new me
But the old me's crying out
So push it all away
Leave it all behind
Hide it far away
Where I'll never find it ever again
No, never again, no}
There's so many things that one could say
That could bring it all right back to me
I know that I should probably leave
But I can't
Something is stopping me
I can't fight my demons
But they're right front of me
I can't see them
And though I don't know what they are
I accept them
Still
Those eyes are haunting my mind!
{Chorus}
I feel free
As a bird
A new me
Making a new start
But that voice
Is haunting me
I've been ignoring it
And now it seems to be gone
{Chorus}
I'll never see me again
No
Push it all away
And embrace the silence inside
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