okay. sooo. *takes deep breath *
please don't think that I'm crazy because I'm saying this.
but I can't date anyone. at all.
for some reason.. I feel way too uncomfortable.. like, I'm only 13. I've had quite a few people ask me out.. and I say no every time.
mostly.
so whenever someone likes me, I don't know, I get so uncomfortable to even talk to them.. like whether I like them back or not.. it just drives me insane
recently I've had like 3 people ask me out at once.. not saying their names,
I got overwhelmed I guess..
I can't imagine anyone getting happy when they see me.
or their face lighting up when they see a text from me.. or if we're talking.
I am the most awkward person I know. and I'm certainly not attractive.
the horrible thing is.. I like one guy back. I just can't say yes.
everyone is talking about how they're making out with their bfs/gfs.. and I'm like no..
I feel bad though like I've broken a lot of people's hearts not on purpose but just because I was uncomfortable with the situation.
I mean, maybe I'm just paranoid that the person wants me for my body..
or that the love isn't real.. like it was a dare to ask me out
I don't even understand how I feel anymore?
please tell me someone else feels this way and that I'm not crazy.
