um my nana actually had the nerve to just lecture me that I need new friends.
ok, like I mentioned, I have anxiety.
yes, I have 2 friends, but I made friends with them in FOURTH GRADE WHEN I HAD BUTTLOADS OF CONFIDENCE.
and honestly, sometimes I just want to be away from my friends.
like today I felt a little depressed so I slept, listen to twenty one pilots, and stayed on here talking to kelly
do you ever just feel the need to get away from people? you just get so tired of everything, mentally AND physically.
it's like you are a balloon and they are a rock that just weighs you down and you keep sinking.
wow, this got really deep. but I've been thinking about it a lot. and I don't feel the need to approach someone in real life and say hey, let's be besties!
even if I do make a friend, it has to be someone I can relate to.
I know it sounds stupid, but even just little things like that can make me like you.
also, another reason I think friends can be overrated is because they can bring so much drama into your life and it's not healthy. I personally cannot stand drama. if someone brings drama to my life, I will stop talking to them.
also another reason why I hang out with guys, they are usually chill.
I usually HATE talking about what's on my mind, but I've been thinking about this a lot and I need to let it out. can anybody relate?
also, lots of things are going on in my life but I'm trying to keep going on with a smile on my face.
